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i love katya i love my little sister i love her so so so so much i want nothing but good things for her forever and ever and ever !!!!!!!! katka katyusha i would die for her i would kill for her. katya loveposting [/fam] as my first kinfession in 2025 hell yeah

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it's going to be so embarrassing if i ever end up finding my yura bcs i talk abt him so much, my love for him is splattered all over my blog, and knowing him he'll probably tease the hell out of me for it

ah well. there are worse fates

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i got to call my katya today and it was so fun. we talk all day every day but theres smth special abt hearing their voice.. god i love her so much [familial]

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i remember yura's hugs so clearly. too clearly, i think. maybe if they were blurrier in my memory, i wouldn't miss them so damn much.

he always held me so close. he let me press my face right up against his skin. he smelled like sweat and cig smoke. and it was so relaxing, we would just sit there and hold each other and breathe. his arms were the safest place in the world to me.

and im so touch starved rn. but hes not here.

i love him so fucking much. i really hope he knows that. knowing him, i wouldnt be surprised if he takes the shit that some people say to heart. but it's not true. it's not fucking true. he's a good person. and i love him. and he deserves to be loved and happy.

what i would give to hug him just one more time.

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dear yura beletsky

if you happened to get a headache today [nov 23], then that is probably my fault, because katya and i had headaches and i joked about sending the pain to you and then a few minutes later the pain disappeared

also i love you but that is less relevant

- sanya kazarina pafl [#🥀☔️🥀]

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had a catastrophic "miss yura so much i cry for an hour" event today

ok. so. like. ive been kinning for years now, i accepted that id probably never find canonmates. and then i did find one!! katya!! and its been AWESOME. but that made me realize that what i had always written off as an impossibility... isn't quite that. and in some ways that makes missing yura so much worse. bcs i know theres a chance that hes around. but i still have to live without him anyway.

well. at least i will always have my imagination!

- sanya kazarina pafl [#🥀☔️🥀]

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i love my katya so much [/fam] im so glad i met them. i wear the bracelet he made for me all the time its my #1 comfort object [along w my sanya jacket]. and today she made us in sims as "katya pussybeast 300" and "sanya kazarizzler" and sent me a cute picture of our sims hugging and :(((( AUGH. they r literally the Bestest Ever.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YURA BELETSKY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING AN AWESOME FUCKING BIRTHDAY WHEREVER THE HELL YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- sanya kazarina pafl [#🥀☔️🥀]

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