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Another day, Another All you can Eat.

At this rate I might get fat (fuck yes)

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Who will win?

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I love what the weight gain is doing to my body. I never looked better & touching myself never felt better. ❤️

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Mommy is looking HEAVY 🤤

What ... meeeee? Im just bones! See:

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lol i gained another 2 lb while iam trying to maintain my weight for a surgery this year.

its kinda scary to see for myself that losing control happens so fast, that the last amount of discipline i have left is barely enough to keep from gaining FASTER, but not able to help me maintain a weight.

... also it's super hot. my body, my mind, everything just wants to become the fat cow that has been sleeping for ages in me.

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A haiku for you:

Cutie eats like two horses,

fills 2XL jeans with her fluffy belly,

thighs and hips grow too.

I bet the japanese masters would be proud for what their art form has been used. first haiku i really dig and fitting to the source material.

Evidence

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It's so fucking agonizing to wait until end of july for me to go full hog. I can't eat or think of food without getting horny and the moment I eat " a little bit" more my horny brain goes into overdrive and fantasizes about gulfing down obscene amounts and growing at a rapid rate.

I was so naive to think that knowing and informing people that I have to maintain for some time (Surgery Prep & LARP Season) would help me, because it sets a clear plan and something to look forward to.

What's better to look forward to than finally letting go and become obese at an alarming rate for normal people?

But the kicker is: It does not help at all to know. Iam just getting giddier and more annoyed day by day, especially because i WANT to give in. I WANT to lose control and have my failure ensure that I can not fit into my LARP Clothes like a Cliche from a Weight Gain Comic. What's even worse is, that there are 2 people I'll meet for Dates soon that BOTH want to tie me up to feed me. I want - No - NEED that so bad.

And YOU are not making it easier. Even though iam still somewhat invisible in this community I already have Feeders sitting on my shoulders like little devils that want me to give in, to fail, to fatten up for their and mine pleasure, to embrace the greedy cow I am. Probably the only thing that would help would be to disconnect from the Community for some time, since it's dominating my entire existence.

But ... I don't want to.

I wanna fail.

I wanna be enabled.

And pathetically I wanna be acknowledged as a fat greedy cow, who is a slave to their need for food and fat.

Oof those will be a tough 4 months for me.

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Me waiting for the last LARP End of July so I can finally eat like a pig each day and not worry about ougrowing my expensive armor.