#sarahstardom

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Nobody that I can physically touch understands.

Sarah Stardom

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If I say that I'm madly in love with Sarah, does that sound conceited?

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I think Sarah is having trouble coming to terms with the fact that people over the age of 30 have sex.

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December 7th~ Person 7. 

So, please don't think this post is about myself. It's about my friend, Sarah. We just happen to have the same name because she's fucking awesome. That is all. 

Okay, so we were both following each other, but we never really talked. I liked her, the things she posted, and her face. One day, we were just bonding over our name, our love for Taylor Swift, that type of stuff. I never realized, at that point, how much she'd come to mean to me. How much she'd help me, get to know me, push me into the best direction for myself. 

Eventually, we got to the point where we'd added each other on Facebook - we talked about all our problems and best part of our days. We gave each other advice, and when there was nothing we could say, we were always just there for each other. And her being there was more than enough, it was more than I thought I should ask for, but she always was. We tried to be there for each other as much as we could. Even if it was just helping each other with homework. We soon knew each other almost too well. I couldn't be online for more than five minutes without us having started a conversation. 

And here we are now. Neither of us are on as much as we were last year or this summer, but we still have the ability to pick up where we left off just like that. Like nothing. Because we just click in all the right places. Because we're just that good of friends. Because she's just that amazing. 

I think I'm most thankful of when she's blunt and honest. When she tells me to just shut up and listen to her. Because she knows what I want out of life, but she knows what will help me, too. I'm most happy when she shares her life with me. Because I like the feeling of getting to know her and all of her secrets. I love all of our inside jokes. I love being able to look on some bad memories almost fondly solely because of her. I love Track 4 and Allah, and it just all makes my heart hurt because she's so lovely. If everyone got the chance to get as close to her as I have, I know that the world would be that much better. She's such a good friend. I don't know how I deserve that, but I'm so glad tumblr exists because it let me meet this amazing girl. 

I love how we don't necessarily have the same opinions, but we can poke fun at each other, and talk about our opinions regardless. She still won't quit trying to make me read James/Lily fanfiction. (No seriously, it was even in a letter that she mailed to me. She is quite persistent. [Which I love]) She's very to the point, but she's not mean about it. She's always been nothing but wonderful. Always. From the get go. I love her so much It doesn't even seem emotionally possible, but I just can't get over how much I love her. 

We have the strangest humor when we're together, but we balance each other out. She's beautiful and everything that's nice and good in this world. (Seriously, have you ever seen some of the photoshoot things she tends to do? I cry because she's so perfect) She knows how to say things as well as when. She gets to know people and helps them bring out themselves. She's great. She really is. I love her more everyday. Even days that we don't talk because one of us is busy. I love seeing "Sarah has messaged you" on Facebook, or seeing her name on my dashboard. I love her. I really, really do. 

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Water you going to do at the pool party?

Sarah thinking she's funny