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i s2g i can no longer deal with my mother's mid-life crisis. she's in this stage where she acts like the annoying 14 year old daughter/sister. i'm trying to do homework and she's looking up pictures on facebook and she laughs and then looks at me and goes "I'd show you this but you know i'd be bothering you." like really? go back to highschool with that attitude of yours because i aint gonna deal with it yo.
Going to bed because I'm tired and pissed at America once again for it's ignorance and blatant racism. Please stop repeating history America, the civil rights movement was meant to be over. Must we repeat all that pain and suffering again. Human's are human's no matter what they look like or believe in or what disabilities they may have. If the world was upside down and it was white people reacting to the killings of their people in a black supremacy world how would we feel? Exactly how the African American's feel. So sit down America and write an apology to all those effected by racism and this time make it fucking stick and fucking right.
Other than narcolepsy is there any other sleeping disorders that may cause me to be tired all the time, fall asleep easily in class, and cause me to have memory problems and slurred speech when tired? Because my narcoleptic friend thinks I have it and I should go see my doctor but I want to know if there is any other possibilities. Plus I get enough sleep at night and I am also on anti-depressants/anti-anxiety medicines and they are working for what they are intended for except the tiredness all the time. Any input would be appreciated.
I keep trying to figure out why I am still alive, what is keeping me alive and I realized that I am living not because I want too but I am living for others. I live to keep others happy and specifically I live for my little sister and my older brother because without me they wouldn't be able to get through life as easy and they wouldn't have someone to lean on. I find it weird because I fight with them all the time but at the same time they know they can come to me and I would never judge. So I am keep trying and keep trying to live. What happened earlier this week I was thinking about myself and not others because I knew they wouldn't be okay without me. Before when I tried to commit suicide I thought everyone would be better without me. Ever since I was twelve I had this feeling and it wasn't until highschool that I started acting upon it. I always kept quiet about my acts because I didn't want to burden anyone about it until a new friend came into my life and told me I needed to get help, then you, my followers, urged me as well. So now I am becoming more stable but it is going to take awhile for me to find the right medication and dosage to work. Anyways for now on I will keep on trying to control myself from those suicidal thoughts again.
I think I am going to delete this blog. This has been my only outlet and now that I can't speak it isn't even worth it. I'm sorry followers. It isn't your fault. :(
I hate hair bows. How da fuckity do other girls make them look perfect. I am probably not kawaii enough.
I still think "wow who is millennium earls waifu?" Then I remember... That's me.
