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27.03.2024 | Last day of being posted in General Surgery. It was overwhelming but I'll miss the rush. I think I've finally gotten the hang of fourth year. Medicine next! (please be good to me).

🎧 _mar le temps des fleurs - Pomme

[savgogh]

January 2024

Book Title: Objects from Behind by Ahn Gyu-cheol

Essay Title: Time, as lived by plants

What do the little flowering trees in the backyard do all winter long? The azaleas that, spring to fall, flaunted their green leaves and red flowers to their hearts’ content, now stand still in the cold winter wind for a few months, a frozen image outside the window. After a few chickadees visit in the morning, nothing changes from sunrise to sunset, apart from the shadows that slowly orbit around me. In this unchanging scenery, they remain motionless, their dry, shrivelled branches stretched out in all directions, perhaps sleeping or perhaps dreaming. They’re not the only ones. All kinds of insects and weeds bear through these harsh times in the same way.

But is it right for us to pity them? When I think about those small things standing as one against merciless nature, silent as stone, biding their time, I think about how much we fret and fuss with worry. Trying to fill the void of every second, we are unable to keep still even for a moment. How ridiculous our anxiety must seem to them. I hope that this becomes a year where I learn to be embarrassed by all the whining about being lonely or depressed when I’m alone and about whether life has any meaning or not. I hope doing that awakens the plant-like moments hidden within me in this new year. In front of winter trees, I make this wish.

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11th april 2023

📖 Undoctored - Adam Kay

🎧 grandiose - Pomme

april flew by very quickly. so much has happened that I am yet to process everything. i visited my sister in manchester for 2 weeks (and I miss her so much already). coming back to uni feels overwhelming. 3rd year feels overwhelming. i've been dealing with feelings of inadequacy ever since clinicals have started. hopefully, may will be kinder ♡

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nutmeg and abelia 💭

nutmeg: how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?

Well its not much fancy but there's all darkwood furniture and light walls with tonesof blue and green all over, cools off the heat as it get very VERY hot at times, my desk is quite of a small space but i wish to hang some artwork in blue hopefully soon ^^

abelia: do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can’t part with?

Answered here!

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