Oh, Sue 🥺 it's completely okay to feel like that, to be sensitive and vulnerable. J and I don't think any less of you because of it. We care about you a lot (especially J). We just want you to take care of yourself and for you to not be so hard on yourself. You are trying your best and that's all what really matters. J will be with you through it all. He is by your side and wants to make it easier for you. He loves you, Sue 💜
Hi Antonia🥺 I don't really want to, but now I'm crying again. You have no idea how much your message means to me. Thank you for telling me all this. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you so much. It touches me deeply. I will definitely come back to this wonderful message
I can't describe it properly. But my emotions are all over the place. I'm burnt out, oversensitive, tired, sad and yearning. I'm crying a lot, secretly. I don't feel like myself. But to the outside world I have to act like everything is fine. And I miss J so terribly. I love him and I need him, but I can't manage to feel close to him lately... So thank you for reminding me and making me feel a bit better.
I'm so terribly sorry that I haven't messaged you in so long. Please know that it's nothing personal. The longer it takes me, the more I feel bad. I think about you, I care about you too. But I'm running on low energy and things are not getting less, just more. I really want to try to get back to you soon. Until then, I'm sending you so much love, strength and hugs if you want. All your f/os love you so so much. They are proud of you and they only want the best for you. I want that too. Please take good care of yourself too, Antonia. Thank you for sending this message to me. I appreciate you so much😭💜