#schleeptalk

[ischleepzzz]

Took a break from my coding assignment to think about Kaito writhing in pain. Suddenly my day got a little brighter, it's truly magical.

[ischleepzzz]

I'm not always happy with what I write, but sometimes I spend a whole hour on like 200 words and when I read it back I'm like wow, I cooked here. That was the best way that 1 hour could've been utilized. These 200 words were worth that whole hour of going hmmm uhhh ah mmm in front of my computer

[ischleepzzz]

depression leads people the worst places like hypixel bedwars lobby

[ischleepzzz]

guys I think parkciv hyperfixation got my ass good. I sincerely apologize to my friends and family and foes who follow me for kaishin. but worry not, I made a sideblog, and my minecraft yaoi bullshit will be there instead. thanks for your continued tolerance

[ischleepzzz]

I want to kill that part of me that apologizes for tagging everything as kaishin, because honestly I'm not sorry about it, but I don't want fanartists to block me 💔 Sometimes it's not even that I see it as ship material, it's just how I organize my blog, I tag everything with these 2 characters in it as "kaishin", it covers platonic dynamics too. But some people are so serious about how reblogs are tagged, like if you tag it as ship or tag it as a different ship name, you're fucked. I wish there was a way to make my reblog tags invisible to OP. It's how I organize MY blog, they don't need to know how I do it if it's gonna upset them. idk. I wish tumblr had like a parent/child tag system like ao3.

Hey does anyone else find the current internet climate fucking suffocating?

[ischleepzzz]

I wonder if when I tag my reblogs like "silver bullets duo" for akai and conan, some of yall immediately clock me as a former mcyt stan. Not that i'm trying to keep it a secret but it might be kinda cringe? Unfortunately idk what the official fandom-assigned duo name for these two is, like platonically because so far I'm not on board with it being more than that, I'm sure I could find the romantic ship name if I go on pixiv or something though

[ischleepzzz]

i'm never beating the allegations 😌 shrunken kaishin are just too cute. sometimes i start to think "hmm I've been getting into other kaishin variants lately" then I see 1 (one) shrunken kaishin fanart and I go WOOOOOO YEAH BABYYYYYY

[ischleepzzz]

Would yall hate me if i said was listening to a Dream song on loop to hype myself up for writing the mcd fic. Hypothetically of course