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Love Poem To an Illusion

Let's lay down Let's listen to the night Let's tell eachother it's all fine Let's stop thinking Let's make out Let's drink some cheap red wine It's all fine It's all fine Let's have some more red wine Let's lay down Let's listen to the wind Let's scream that it's all fine Let's stop trying Let's stop crying Let's drink some cheap red wine It's all fine It's all fine Let's have some more red wine Let's lay down Let's listen to no one Let's hold hands and it's all fine Let's fall in love and I'm so glad we drank some cheap red wine It's all fine It's all fine Let's have some more red wine It's all fine It's all fine now I can call you mine

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Stargazer

I'm a stargazer I like to look for light when all hope seems to have evaporised like the breath drawn from my body rising up to cloud the thin air just for an ungraspable moment 

I'm a stargazer I like to stare into the dark in the coldest of nights Listen to the nothingness, the peace created by the white crystals just for an ungraspable moment

I'm a stargazer I like to imagine someone gazing back or gazing together with me And the greatness of the universe will connect us in silence just for an ungraspable moment

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I want someone who laughs with my crazyness I want someone to play along with me I want someone with a nice smile I want someone that helps me see the bigger picture I want someone to have late night talks and deep thoughts together I want someone who will have sex with me in crazy places I want someone who's not scared of my depressive episodes I want someone who will hold me whenever I feel scared I want someone who will appreciate the tea and sandwiches I make I want someone who is interested in my writing I want someone who will climb a tree with me or play on a swing I want someone who is not afraid to share his opinion I want someone who wants to know about the world I want someone who listens and at tries to understand I want someone who respects me in all my aspects I want someone who tells me to chill out I want someone who will gently ask me to stop biting my lips when I am stressed I want someone who will go out and meet new people with me I want someone who doesn't mind to stay in bed with me all day I want someone who is not afraid to tell me he loves me I want someone who is honest before all I want someone who chases his dreams I want someone with imagination

Because I might need him to invent himself

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Who could ever deal with my strangeness?

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Finished stories

The chapter was over, the pages were turned. Only now the book has been closed. This is for what my tears have yearned. 

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Nothing could make me feel more at peace right now then the fact that my cat just curled up real close against my stomach and feeling him purr while he's dozing off. Like he's saying: "It will be alright, just take a nap with me." 

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Fables and fairytales

I am going to the most epic New Years party EVER. An old brewery in Brussels will be transformed into a fairytale castle with a dungeon, a ballroom and a wine cellar. Guests are supposed to dress up as princesses, fairies, princes, pirates and other fairytale characters. It's gonna be magical. I'm too excited!