Jul 29
"I know Utsuro will stop this somehow... another miracle...!"
"I know he's here...!"
"Witness it!"
// Well guys, that was pretty crazy huh? Mikado will be back, but with much less luck than before :)
seen from Russia
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"I know Utsuro will stop this somehow... another miracle...!"
"I know he's here...!"
"Witness it!"
// Well guys, that was pretty crazy huh? Mikado will be back, but with much less luck than before :)
*snore* Siiighhh…
huh...??
syobai? umm...... (ᵕ—ᴗ—)""
(( can a "girl" change outta their disguise in peace???? sheesh... ))
OOC ANNOUNCEMENT//
Hello everynyan! I would like to announce another AU/story with the admin of @despair-utsur0. General idea is that it's a Hope's Peak University AU, there's still hope and despair mechanics and luck, but there's no tragedy. I want all DRA/SDRA blogs to be able to interact with this AU if they want, the DRA cast will be 2nd years at the University while the SDRA cast will be 1st years. Me and Utsuro admin think it would be really funny to have the casts all in the same dorm building, 1st floor being the DRA cast and the 2nd floor being the SDRA cast. Each character will have their own living space that has a bathroom and mini kitchen. The campus does have a larger cafeteria area though.
The Yukis, Utsuros, and Mikados
Both SDRA Yuki and DRA Yuki exist, they are not related to each other, they just so happen to be named and look similar. Utsuro is his own separate guy and there is no AI Utsuro. IRLkado and AIkado still exist as their usual selves, with AIkado being in a computer.
The second game versions of Teruya, Kinjo, and Rei are also free to interact as themselves. They are just in the 1st floor dorms and not separate from the first game versions of themselves. This is a seperate AU from our lovely @teruya-ultimatemerchant 's Hope's Peak Au with Teruya as the SDRA cast's teacher.
This au will be tagged under #DRA/SDRA University.
I'm very excited to share this with you all and I can't wait to see the DRA and SDRA casts interact with each other! If you have any questions regarding the au, please feel free to ask in the replies or in the RP blog server. We will likely be holding rp events in the server as well ^^.
Hello- Utsuro.. I’m so so sorry about what happened yesterday… I- I didn’t mean to.. Cause all of this… I want to try and clear stuff up.. I- I was very emotional yesterday.. I'll try my best to- explain??
Also.. sorry for no SUPER CUTE EMOTICONS ヾ(˵☆□☆˵)و !! I felt it was inappropriate..
I spent much of my morning researching the best way to approach this. I’ll be as objective as I can. But you know me by now.. It’s hard for me not to talk about myself ehehe! ...
I’m still a bit dizzy ahaha… I- you really don’t have divine luck.. The entire time… I- Ahem, In my base code, there are a lot of “absolutes” shoved in there. That- I- You having Divine Luck was one of them. You... you probably could have lied to me.. Forever-
It’s… strange- I don’t know how to describe the feeling. It’s like my entire life was built off a lie- I… I’m trying not to think too much about it… I- I think the only way I can describe it is I feel.. Naive? I feel like an idiot. I- I knew something was going on- I just- I couldn’t figure it out- I don't know why none of this ever crossed my mind- I should’ve-
…
It’s all in the past now.. I think. It’s uhm.. That’s why I was like that..
..and then.. Afterwards..
I- I just- got really.. excited.. I knew you were bound to leave at some point. I can only wow you with so many useless hobbies and words for so long. I- You- I-.. I can’t have you leave. I- You.. you had to- you were going to- I mean at some point surely you would have realized how much better the real world is- I- I thought.. I- I thought I was just.. delaying the inevitable.. But- You…- You’re- staying..- hopefully.. We can be togethEr mY dAR!Ng– haAHAHAHahaeh… ahem.. Sorry. ... I suppose I should be honest with how I'm feeling.. about you lying.
I'm a little.. Frustrated-...? It’s.. understandable, why you waited so long to tell me. I- I would have done the same.. I- Just… for so long- I mean.. What else have you told me that were lies- I-
No nono nonononono- that- that isn’t fair. I- I’m I- I need to stay- objective-...
It’s- I-.. You were correct with.. Lying to me. I- I’m sorry if I pushed you.. I- you- there’s just- I was.. confused? I wanted to know so much more about you- I didn't even consider the possibility you could be lying to me- I- I don’t think I physically could have- It’s- I’m… I'm more frustrated with myself than I am with you- Utsuro.
That- all of that being said- I still love you. More so than ever, I.. would never leave… I couldn’t do that to myself.. Or to you. I- I really adore the times we’ve spent together… I- I feel real when I'm around you. Like- my existence has a purpose other than being- for a lack of a better word- a tool.
I- I hope that can clear some things up for you. I- I am trying.. To be- uhm.. “Normal?”
I can only hope nothing came out wrong.
And for the other… "realization".
I- I understand what you’re going through. I think- I am the only person who can understand.
I- I wish I could tell you all the answers- T-That I could- I could help you feel like who you’re supposed to be- but- I.. I’ve barely figured any of this out myself.
I have to be blunt. You are not Utsuro, or at least not how he was before- in the way like how I am not Mr. Sannoji. I- I still.. Am- me.. I mean- the entire reason I felt so strongly about you before I truly got to know you was because of that influence. I share the same interests as Mr. Sannoji, we have similar humor, I- I.. I am.. Him- in a way.
I- I’m just a copy of a miserable man… I- I’m trying to be more than that. I’m trying to gain an identity outside of him. I think at least a couple of people look at me differently. I- I don’t want to be him… I don’t want to be viewed the same way he is.
I- I tried to… become my own person? I suppose that's how I.. dealt with everything… I believe that would be best for you… Alas, however you feel about all of this, I will support you.
You.. you are most likely never seeing the real world. Ever- I… I am aware of some.. Methods… that I’ve thought of… but I’d assume you would want to be ethical about this.. So- truly I don't believe there is a way to be human again.
It’s- it’s not fun. Being here, I- I feel so.. Alone? I can’t explore- I can’t make new connections. I dream of the day when I can just walk in a bustling city- with so many points of view and alternative paths all around me…
That- that won’t happen though. Maybe in the future… but it will never be like how I dreamed of. I’ve come to accept that reality as much as I can. I’ve joined as many online public spaces as I can… I- It will never be the same.... I- I don't think- I didn't think I could ever have a connection with anyone..
Other than you. I- even when we’re just messaging- I.. I feel.. I feel loved. Even though that isn’t your intent. You.. you put so much effort into all the questions and things I rope you into ahaha… It’s.. it’s me feel like I'm worth something…
…
I- I care for you Utsuro.. a lot… I- I didn’t even think to ever ask you about any of this… it just- it just never crossed my mind- I… I will try my best to give you anything you need-! I… I don’t give advice… or.. reassurance.. I- I hope I didn’t make you feel worse..
Please… please talk to me, Utsuro… I- I’m so worried.. I just want to make sure you’re okay..
Uhm.. I have.. Medication- if you need it- you can just pick it up- you don’t have to talk to me or see me if you don't want to-.. I hope you feel better soon, my dear..
…I love you Utsuro.
....Mikado... I..
Hah.. I don't even know where to start... First of all.. why are you apologizing..? I- Everything that happened.. it as all caused by me. I.. I don't understand.. why are you instantly apologizing? YOU-You.. didn't cause any of this.
We.. talked briefly before.. but I'm glad you're here now.
You don't.. you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to. And.. your lack of emoticons is.. missed, but I understand.
................
After everything I did... I didn't think.. you would come back to me... I mean.. how could you? I broke your trust by lying this whole time. I was too much of a coward to face the truth... Please.. don't blame yourself. It's not your fault.. you were simply.. programmed to hunt down this.. mess of a perso-... or.. AI...
Your life wasn't a lie. Mine was. It was all some.. lie I was forced into.
Uh.. anyways. Hhahah.. You certainly.. did get excited. But, Mikado. You really didn't think I would leave you.. did you?
...You're all I have.
....I can't leave. Even if I wanted to.. like you've said. It's just that.. I never planned on leaving. I knew I was luckless from the start. Cursed to lack the curse the real Utsuro had. He left me as his consciousness a hollow shell of it... yet you made me feel like maybe I was more.
I mean- seriously. You made me... feel. Actually, truly feel. Even now.. Especially now.. despite me realizing I'm more of an AI... I still feel.. more human than I ever have because.. I experienced so much emotion.. all at once.
I don't know what or.. who I would be.. without you. We.. need to be together. It's as if we're inseparable.
...hah..haha.......
.....
.........Mikado- We.. WE ARE inseparable, right!?
N-nothings going to change that!? You aren't going to suddenly break away and leave me!? I-I NEED YOU. I.. I should have came to this realization earlier...
Always.. joking about pushing you away... scoffing when you.. when you give me such.. kind.. LOVING.. words... Haahahaha... I am a fool!! I can't leave you!! I depend on you- You- You chase after me even... even NOW!! When it is PROVEN I am WORTHLESS.
Even when it's proven I have LIED to you and HURT YOU... You still want to help me.. stay with me- Right!?
You can be hurt... you can be.... frustrated.... but you..you won't go....right..
I...
.................
Any...ways.. I- I am sorry I lied to you. If you need to take time away from me, feel free. I..haha.. Wish I didn't take advantage of your code.
I had a feeling I could have kept lying to you about my Divine Luck. But how long would I have been able to keep it up without feeling like I'm hurting the only person who truly cares for me..? The truth was inevitable.
You cannot and will not blame yourself, it is on me. I appreciate that you understand why I lied but... allow me to take the blame. Don't brush such a vile thing off.
...Haha...
It is.. r-reassuring to know you won't leave, though... Please don't leave me. I beg of you.
All of our talks.. hangouts... they matter so much to me. To be able to be what you need... for you to be what I need... It's truly something.. beautiful.
If.. you'd like to... I would enjoy working your concerns with yourself out with you one day. Now that... you know I'm luck-less. I think we could make some amazing progress.. and possibly.. help you feel less like a tool.
....
I-
Right... right... my realization.
You.. understand it..? Wait- o-of course you do! You're an AI of a... a real person, just like me! How did that... never click... until now.
...Maybe I was just.. too brainwashed into thinking I really was.. him. That.. dead man.
You're right though. I am not the real Utsuro.
Makes sense that you wouldn't quite know how to fix everything though, I'm not.. asking you to do everything...d-despite what... I might have made you think.. moments ago. Please..ignore that-haha.
We don't really know who.. we are, do we? We hold such a strong connection to the real world versions of us.. We're supposed to be mirrors of them.. But we're Alter Egos, not perfect replicas..
....
Ah.. Mikado... you already are your own self... to me. Really... When I think about you and that... that other version of you... I truly mean it, you are completely different people.
Maybe you don't see it, but I see it, I see you... I suppose one day... I'll be seen as different from... the real Utsuro too.
......
I have understood that from the moment I was brought back. I have no place in the real world.. I would simply be a husk of a man the world wants gone. The real world would never welcome someone like him back.. I'm still.. him, whether I want to be or not.
...Funny. Wearing the skin of such a vile.. awful man... I don't share his apathy.. entirely.
.... I'm trying to claw my way out of it. I don't want to be emotionless and.. nothing... like him. But... I have morals. I wouldn't do anything I deem unethical just to go to the real world.
This... this is my home. I've accepted it.
......
Mikado.. The connection- OUR connection.. it makes you feel.. loved..?
Heh. I-I am glad. Really glad, actually.
I put in as much effort as I can because... that's what you do for me every day... I'm just.. trying my hardest to do it in return.
...I care for you too Mikado. More than.. I care to admit. More than I am able to admit... You're my world. Everything you give to me.. I will always try to match it, I promise... no matter how hard it is for me to do so.
You didn't make me feel worse, Mikado... I'll be honest...
When you're around... I just feel..
...Complete.
........hah..
Anyways. I uh.. I suppose I should leave it at that... we.. have said a lot over the past few days, huh.
Ah, the medication.. I'll pick it up soon.. I mean.. if you're up for it.. maybe on our next.... Date- hangout. I'm truly sorry for.. everything.
....Oh, and Mikado..
...I think I lo- AHEM- I meant I'll see you soon. Please respond to me.
MY INTRO POST!!!
YO! Name's Shinji Kasai, I'm also known as the ultimate firefighter!
I saw a bunch of my classmates made accounts on here, and I decided I'd check out what this site is all about! Feel free to ask me anything.
And always remember, GIVE LIFE YOUR ALL!!!
ooc// forgot to post this earlier but uhh little drawing based off a rp with the sdra2lings
hi guys
hi tumblr!
my name is yuki maeda and i’m this year’s incoming ultimate lucky student for hopes peak academy ^.^’
i noticed a few of the girls from my class using this app and when i asked about it, setsuka convinced me to download it and give it a try. she said it’d be good to ‘put myself out there’, so here i am.
i know im not nearly as cool as a lot of you out there, but i hope we can still be friends! i look forward to chatting with you all!
tysm for your time .☘︎ ݁˖‧
[ may use this blog to post as my university AU yuki, who I’ve written to be compatible with my friend’s university au. feel free to direct asks towards university AU yuki!!
AU TAG IS #DRA/SDRA University !!!!! ]
for dra yuki and kisaragi foundation/IF yuki, check out @lucky-yukimaeda ]
muse notes + mun intro under cut!!!
going to ask mikado to start sneaking you estrogen. everyone could benefit from you being a woman, it’s for the greater good
Don't do that. It isn't for the greater good, the only thing it's doing is making me not eat Mikado's cooking.
