Sehun x reader fluff
You were having dinner with your group of friends. You were celebrating one of your friends’ birthday at a really fancy restaurant in the VIP room.
“Let’s toast to Suho!”, someone named Sehun said. Everyone did. He suddenly came over to sit with you and you moved over to make room.
“Do you want anything? Something to drink?”
You hadn’t really talked to Sehun other than stuttering forward some syllables, so this was particularily weird. This guy was drop dead gorgeous and you had only been watching him from afar.
“Uhm, yes… I mean no I can’t… mhm”, you stuttered forward.
“I’ll take that as a ‘not decided yet’”, he chuckled.
The awkward conversation didn’t stop there and it turned out that he was quite nice to talk to. Not the flirty kind of guy, actually rather cold, but he was openly speaking to you about his life and worries for quite a while.
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That was the beginning of your friendship. You developed from being friends who every now and then hung out, to friends who needed to call eachother before sleeping every night.
After a while, an epiphany stroke you in the middle of nowhere. You had a huge crush on him. You didn’t quite know how to act around him after that, so you eventually let him slip away. You didn’t want to get hurt.
You noticed that everytime you and Sehun hung out, he had a cold vibe and kept his sentences short. Your feelings were obviously unrequited.
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Your phone was buzzing.
“Mhhh…. yes, hello…?”
“Yeobo, were you sleeping?”
“Of course I was sleeping, it’s three in the morning, Sehun. And don’t call me that unless you mean it”, you had a grumpy and hoarse voice. The last part you said only to yourself so Sehun couldn’t hear it.
“Let me in.”
“What?”
He hung up. It had been two weeks since you last called eachother. Or had even spoken in any way for that matter. You felt mean, but knew that it was the right thing to do.
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You dragged yourself out of bed and down to the first floor to open the door. A puffy cheeked Sehun was standing there. You hadn’t bothered to turn on the lights so only a silver beam lit up the two of you. Sehun was so beautiful. The silence was eternal and you didn’t know what to say until he broke the silence.
“This can’t go on anymore!”, he almost shouted, in a very angry and hurt tone.
“Sehun…”
“No! I can’t stand it. The person who is supposed to be my best friend decides to just block me out? Don’t you see how messed up that is?”
“Well, the person who is supposed to be my best friend shows no interest in me whatsoever!”, you replied.
“But, you don’t know what’s going on with me okay? Things I can’t explain…”, he showed a side of himself you hadn’t seen. The vulnerable one.
“So start talking to me, and make me feel wanted. I’m not just some prop in your private show”, you were afraid your eyes and throat would let you down. Don’t cry in front of him Y/N.
“I have been acting like this because it is who I am. If the person I love can’t handle who I am then-”, he stopped and realised what he had just said.
“L-Love…?”, you stuttered forward and looked at him in disbelief.
“N-no. Why would I say that, I don’t love you?”, his voice was shaking a bit and you felt the fury from his words build up inside you.
“Stop playing with me! Don’t just go around saying stuff you don’t mean! It can hurt people! Why d-”, was all you could say before his soft lips crashed into yours.
Hands were on your neck and in your hair. You stood there stiff, but noticed that you were kissing him back. Something warm touched your lips. A tear. He immediately stopped and turned around.
“Was that a… Are you-”
“No! I’m not crying!”, he said angrily.
You couldn’t help but chuckle. You hugged him from behind.
“My new boyfriend seems to be a bit of a softie, huh?”
He turned around with the grumpiest looking face you had ever seen.
“I’m not a softie!”
His look softened.
“But I am your boyfriend”.
-admin Glitterddong
