#self esteem project

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Self Esteem Project #4

Honesty time. 

I really struggle sometimes, guys.

I really feel like I’m just the least talented writer to ever even try. I’ve lost followers I’ve really respected and I worry that it’s because I annoy you all. 

I hate reblogging my stuff for that reason. I haven’t been participating in self promo Sunday for this reason.

But today, today. I am going to share some works I’m proud of. (Not mistake free, because I make a crap ton of mistakes) but things I’m proud of anyway.

one shots-

Heartless (a wizard/ duckling cs au) 

One Second (a pirate/ duckling cs au)

ghosts (a college au)

dangerous (princess/ thief au)

bad form *my first true adventure into writing for cs (paparazzi/ movie star au)

first impressions (a lizzie bennet diaries inspired au)

head over heels (i’m your best friend, but I think i’m in love with you au)

Drabbles-

would that have been better? 

true love

bloody bean

alien

and of course, message

oofta, that was long. (tries not to be anxious) 

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Self Esteem Project #3

I want to talk about five things that I like about myself.

#1- I’m loyal.  A lot of people flit from person to person. But if you are my friend and I care about you- you are never getting rid of me.

#2 - I can be kind when I choose to be. I don’t always succeed at this, but I feel like I can be a kind person.

#3- I am a good friend. I try to listen to others problems and raise them up. 

#4- I am honest about the way I feel. I don’t lie to others about things I don’t like or do like.

#5- I am capable. I can do the things I want to do. And I can get better at them.

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self esteem #2

Being positive about myself is hard for me. I simply feel stupid saying good things about myself. Especially in areas that I want to succeed in. (theatre, writing, etc.)

But today, I want to talk about my writing.

I feel like I’ve grown a lot since I first started. I feel like my ideas take shape in a better way. 

I still make a ton of mistakes mind you. I know I’m not the best author out there, but I’m finding my style.

I’m finding me.

And though I struggle with the feeling that I’m invalid, I know that there are things I can do that others can not. 

I simply need to remind myself of the things I tell others.

No one can be me. 

No one else can write the way I do because they aren’t me....  

You might see one of my drabbles and think, oh that took what- fifteen minutes?

Most of them take at least half an hour to an hour (or longer) to write. I know that is not as much work as a full length fic, but most of the time I’m aiming for a specific feeling and it takes several rewrites for me to be satisfied with it. 

I’m proud of those things.

I am. 

I feel like I’ve gotten better at writing them. I feel like my writing is smoother and my comprehension of language and character is better too.

So... yeah. Okay, that’s enough. 

Thanks for listening, and reading. <3 

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Okay, people.

If you know me well, you know that I really struggle with my self worth and confidence. I feel like I drive a lot of people crazy and I have a lot of anxiety about it. 

So, I thought I’d do something special for myself.  I’m going to try and be positive about myself. 

Mostly these posts will revolve around my writing, etc. But there will be other things too. (example, I like that I’m loyal)

I’m not sure when the posts will be, ‘cause the next week will be crazy. But they will all be tagged self esteem project if you don’t want to see. 

I thought I’d start with a selfie. Because I’m super self conscious about my looks and I thought I’d share my face, no make up.