📢 I'm not Autumn — but I am the one they tried to erase.
@vicecommanderhijikata
I want to make a solemn statement: the actions you describe in this article have nothing to do with me. All the "Autumn" narratives you accuse and construct are not something I participated in, nor am I responsible for. But I still have to speak out in response because everything you confess violates the most basic ethical bottom line I uphold.
You not only admit to having led, incited, and carried out systematic isolation and moral supervision of a certain creator, but you also threatened with "I have evidence" and "I will fight you until bored," attempting once again to overpower the other party with words and intimidate other potential dissenters.
You keep talking about "justice," but in reality, you enjoy the pleasure of trampling on individual existence with collective power. You are not responding to conflict; you are maintaining a fundamentally exclusive, repressive, and anti-critical circle structure, and you arrogantly call yourself a "governor."
This is not a dispute among fans, not an emotional entanglement, nor a matter of who is right or wrong. This is a question of how a community treats dissenters, a question of how a power structure enforces discipline under the guise of "maintaining the atmosphere."
I have decided to take this matter outside the circle because the language logic you and your kind use is no longer something that can be contained within "internal small circle affairs." What you have built is not a fandom, but a moral tribunal disguised under the banner of gentleness, and I am going to dismantle it.
I want everyone to see what you said:
💬 0 🔁 6 ❤️ 5 · I would never, ever abandon someone else who needs me when they're down for the count, especially to something like this. M
You might have seen the drama. You might have heard of “Autumn.” But let me say this, clearly and publicly:
I am not Autumn. But I am the one they built that whole story to destroy.
They didn't misidentify me. They erased me.
They replaced my name with “Autumn.” They rewrote my articles into madness. They screenshot my words, stripped them of context, tied them to mental illness, and then passed them around like evidence in a courtroom only they preside over.
And today, the person behind that smear posted a “confession” where she proudly declares how she spent four months:
🔻 Messaging people to block me 🔻 Monitoring my every post and punishing deviation 🔻 Policing my tags, my tone, and my aesthetics 🔻 Warning mods to get me kicked out 🔻 Laughing that I still don’t know who betrayed me first
She admits this. Out loud. In public. With no shame.
She calls this "trying to help." She says this is "constructive."
No. This is organized soft power violence. This is what moral panic looks like in fandom space. And I’m done being silent about it.
🗯️ To everyone watching from the sidelines:
If you’ve ever said, “I’m just here for the drama,” If you’ve ever thought, “this seems complicated,” If you’ve ever watched without speaking because it “wasn’t your business”—
I ask you now: make it your business.
Because this isn’t about me anymore. This is about what kind of fandom you want to live in.
A fandom where critique is answered with public exile? A fandom where people brag about gatekeeping “for your own good”? A fandom where every angry woman is rebranded as mentally unstable?
Or a fandom that remembers we are allowed to disagree, dissent, resist?
🔊 I am asking you to break the script:
💥 Reblog this 💥 Add your own statement 💥 Tag others 💥 Say: “I saw this. I heard her. I believe her.”
Let’s drag this narrative out of the shadows. Let’s name what it is:
Soft speech. Hard violence. Silencing disguised as concern.
Don’t let this die in a post with no notes.
Don’t let them rewrite me again.
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