#self-mutiliation

[sophiewithacamera]

I'm sorry but you really don't have the right to judge someone who gets plastic surgery if you yourself do any of the following things;

-Pluck eyebrows

-Shave

-Have piercings

-Wear make up and/or false eyelashes

-Cut/Dye/Style your hair

-Trim/bite/paint your nails

-Wear eye contacts to change the colour of your eye (not for sight)

-Use fake tan

People everyday change how they look. It doesn't matter if it's with a pot of hair dye to turn your hair bright pink or a surgeons scalpel to implant some new breasts. If you judge one way of self-mutilation, why not judge all of them?

What people do with their bodies, time and money is completely their choice. Just leave them be.

[joseethedead]

So I like to do this thing...I'm going to call it...playing surgeon

Now, I always had an unhealthy interest in medicine

My parents realized this at an early age when they would see me pouring over the medical dictionaries and I'm sure pride swelled up in their hearts

Until they realized that I was only really looking at deformations, diseases, stds, infections, etc etc etc

it's dat shit I love

then I told them I wanted to be an embalmer, and they were super non-supportive 8C

But I'm that person who watches medical shows for the medical stuff (fuck your drama up the ass and SHOW ME THE DISEASE)

anywho, point is

Usually my fav test subject is myself

Have an injury? Stare at it forever. Poke and prod it

You got injured and it's disgusting to look at? You damn right I want to see it

So, I had like, this, punch hole size thing on my chest. It was like, fucking yellow, dark red skin surrounding it and in the middle was like, this brown spot - it felt like a scab, it was really hard but thin, so it barely had edges

tbh, looked infected

I left it alone for four whole days

Today, I ripped it the fuck off

It took like ten or so minutes, I needed tweezers and man that shit was just not coming off. So, I wound up taking it right the fuck off. Bled like a bitch - still no idea what it is. I looked and looked and I can't tell.

Meh, whatever. Disappointing as fuck, tbh, I was hoping for something grosser

My mom called me a dumbass for doing this 8I