Can I honestly say I'm growing up the way I imagined as a child?
No, I can't say I honestly am. I never really thought about growing up with an average job or looking the way I had imagined to look. There is a lot missing.
I can however say this, I am working a job related to the animals I love. No, it is not a zoo but it is dealing with animals. I could never want to stop learning about these creatures and I always want to help the peoplewhotruly care for them.
My best friend is my dog named Bloo.
I have a big heart and I am genuinely consider with other people. I have too much sympathy for others, whether their assholes or completely helpless beings. We should all never see the difference between the two. I simply want us all to smile.
I look like my mother (which upsets me), though other people say it is pretty I scorn at my own looks daily.
Yes, I have lots of issues with my appearance and there isn't much I can do about that... Though, I am in love with the person inside of me. The personality I have blossomed throughout my life has made me realize that even if I'm ugly - I have this part of me that still makes me attractive.
A bunch of shit but sometimes the shit they tell us is true.
I like to think and express myself a lot, though I have a hard time explaining it. Most of the time it is misread into a whole different thing. I suppose that is the problem between my family and I.
Each day I wake up and I can't say that I'm very happy with that. I seem to be stuck in a rut.
My friends are amazing people. They're one of the main reasons why I love my job so. <3
I like to drink and I suppose one of my friends (whom I trust the most) likes to drink with me. I am not a crazy drunk or a slutty drunk. I am simply a drunk who wants to explain why these things happen or why I do this. I long to understand things. The most complicated thing is the limbic part of the brain.
Perhaps, I just think to much and felt that writing this would make less chatter in my brain. Who knows. I have a lot to say and a lot to write, but there is always so much we can listen to before we get bored.