#selfship !

[miiyas]

IVE LOVED YOU BEFORE I COULD EVEN SAY IT

ATLAS !! any prns, korean, 18 !! (12/26), enfp, not spoiler free.

rules n byi / dni masterlist about me self ships (self ship 2)

LATEST POSTS !! GET’EM WHILE THEYRE HOT !! drabble: nerdjo n his rubik’s cube - s. gojo happy birthday, dazai. - o. dazai

AND ILL MISS YOU BEFORE YOU WALK AWAY

[miiyas]

ATLAS AND … who ? aka, self ships season two

MEGUAS “YOU KISSED ME THEN YOU HAD TO LEAVE. NO, I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU”

the one that got away. we are yearner x yearner. neither of us can communicate about our feelings, so i try to move on and while i do, he’s still stuck in the same spot of pining and lingering. mixed signals and quiet, soft stares. keeps little mementos i give him during hangouts. hand holding as a way to not lose one another in crowds (there isn’t one.) i kissed him once and then ghosted him for a good five days until we resolved things. we’re complicated, but end up happy.

SATOATA “DO YOU THINK I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU ?”

will you still look at me with those soft eyes as before ? we are a bittersweet high school romance slowly turned work situationship. oblivious x lovesick. we have the chemistry, but someone is too blind to see and the other tries so hard to make her realize. showers me with gifts and i just thinks he’s being kind. the topic of marriage would come up in both families and i would have no interest in getting married while he has already planned out the next ten years of our lives together.

HAJILAS “IM LOOSING THE PERSON I WAS WHEN I FOUND YOU AM I ACTING DIFFERENT WHEN IM NOT AROUND YOU ?”

my eyes were always on you. we are high school sweethearts that slowly happened through the process of bickering and care. stubborn x stubborn. love shown through little actions by him and i yap his ear off. he always knows when i feel off and takes action quickly. during high school, we would help each other with our sports. loudest when it came to my races and i’m the loudest when it comes to his games (voice is gone by the next day.)

CHUUAS “WE DO HAVE REPUTATIONS. WE KEEP IT A SECRET WON’T LET THEM HAVE IT”

i keep your name etched on the left side of my chest. we are like golden hour— short and sweet and so rare to come by. another stubborn x stubborn. stolen kisses that we claim mean nothing. lovers that can’t be; a bittersweet aftermath. differing priorities that clash with one another. i’m his first choice while he was my second. drunken confessions that aren’t spoken of. right person, wrong time.

[miiyas]

wanna have a date w suguru where we are out in the sun all day and we get tanned and then when we come home we shower and brush each others hair and put on face masks and watch shitty shows with shitty plots with even shittier actors and we order take out and ughhh i miss him

[miiyas]

gojo and i are ‘i love you feclicity’ ‘i love you too. but i shouldn’t have married you.’

[miiyas]

ATLAS AND … who ? aka, self ships season one

OSATLAS “I BEEN IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR AGES”

you’re my first choice. always and forever. we are a love at first sight after he buys me my daily carton of apple juice after i realize i didn’t have enough coins for it. food lover x food lover but one of them is sometimes picky with texture and the other will eat anything and everything (guess who is who.) loud x quiet, my voice always overrides his but when it comes to cheering for his brother, his is always overpowered.

DAZATLAS “DO I WANNA KNOW? hozier cover”

wrong person, right time. we are an on and off relationship and can’t find it in us to communicate what we really want. want to so, so desperately make it work, but we have different wants and needs that collides with one another. messy break ups only to get back together after a month or so. always crawling back.

SUGUTLAS “SOMETIMES I GO TO SLEEP, AND IM STILL SEVENTEEN. YOU STILL LIVE DOWN MY STREET. YOURE NOT MAD AT ME”

‘i hope we’re together in every universe.’ ‘.. why not this one ?’ we are teen romance turned ugly and gut spilling angst (sugutlas.) calm x ecstatic. the mourning of someone you knew you could love but will never have the chance to continue in. despite it all, we keep nothing but good memories.

SUKUAS “VILLAIN AND VIOLENT, INFANT AND INNOCENT, BABY, BOTH ARMS CRADLE YOU NOW”

i’ll find you in every universe. we are a 189k slow burn incomplete angst piece built around the act of showing love by cutting and peeling fruit for one another. sunshine x black cat. tender words aren’t exchanged, but that’s okay, because actions speak louder than words. a story surrounding the unavoidable death of a lover.

[miiyas]

what do you study what's your dynamic like give me a whole mood board >:3 I'll be writing a lot more for u

MAYYY🥹🥹this is gonna be a little self ship yap but i jumped out of my bed and twirled around my room hehe

i’m out here trying to get into physical therapy😞but bio has been kicking my butt a lot and i’m a hugeee procrastinator i fear 😬… and studying just isn’t my best skill ever like i will study last minute and i mean last minute maybe day before maybe thirty minutes before maybe a week before … you never know …

our dynamic is lit like smug black cat and a puppy that just ran around and is ready to take a nap but is still happy to be here (guess who is who) and like oblivious girlfriend + attentive boyfriend and dependent girlfriend + the wall she leans on boyfriend !

we’re always found sharing an airpod and sharing music even if the genres we like are some times a little different some times !!

i’m the type to say brainrot in normal conversations and it would grow on suguru and he would say what the sigma randomly and get shocked at himself bc wtf did he just say …

yk how guys are some times really weirdly touchy with their guy friends ? yeah that’s me and suguru but im the one being all clingy and annoying and he’s just there enduring everything and im telling him good girl and he looks at me i just publicly embarrassed myself and he’s ignoring who i am. physical touch from hand holding and whatever is a little awkward for me so he’s the one that initiates most thing🥹

also !!! when we eat i alwayssss record a mukbang like it’s timelapsed, phone is leaning against something, food is presented and demolished, and suguru is the guest star that helps me record and hold my hair back when i’m lacking a hair tie or just don’t wanna put my hair up and hands me a napkin the moment something gets on my lips bc he knowsss i hate having food on me while eating and he holds onto lippies for me to use after (again, attentive boyfriend !!) speaking of recording whenever we go out i like to vlog little moments so he just holds onto my phone and records whatever i’m doing and takes the besttt pictures ever bro did not need any training or anything

i tend to get loud and very expressive which is an opposite of suguru but he has gojo so i’m like nothing i know my limits😝im also not too good w commuting on what my problems are and just admitting the fact that im not feeling okay which leads to most arguments but we make up easily because im a lover not a hater

[miiyas]

hi dazai and i are back together (momentarily)