Valentine's Day is a lovely day for loud expressions of love and adoration as well as quiet, sweet yearning but your f/o(s) view you as their most important person all year around! The reds and the pinks are wonderful but the middle of summer to the dead of winter they want you to know they love you all the time, everyday. good days or bad doesn't matter. Valentine's Day is just a bonus with the sweet treats and pretty colors. Their real treat is just another day spent with you. ♥️
Your f/o pulls you close, their arms wrapping around you as if you were made to fit there. Their touch is gentle but sure, like they have been waiting forever just to hold you. They look at you as if you are the only thing in the world that matters, eyes full of warmth, admiration, and a love so deep it makes your chest ache in the sweetest way. When they whisper your name, it sounds like a promise, and when they kiss you, the whole world fades until there is only the two of you, wrapped up in something endless and breathtaking.
How does a relationship like this start? I'd very much like to treat this as seriously as any physical relationship, but I'm very new to it all and would like some help. How do I reach out to be able to ask him on a date?
Am I able to ignore pieces of canon like his death, or does that mean I would be unable to reach him? At least from what I know of, his wiki seemed to suggest the opposite...
I truly do want to try and make this work, I hope these aren't bad questions. Like I said, I'm just very, very new to this.
I hope I'm not intruding by using yumeship or selfship tags either. To my knowledge, these tags aren't used as seriously for real relationships, but I might be wrong. I also don't understand the whole difference between "yumejoshi" or "yumedanshi" either...
I'm going to write something down anyway, because I really want to do it and share it...
✨️✨️✨️I was literally saved by Metalocalypse, and in particular, ironically, by William Murderface!✨️✨️✨️
There will be a very long stream of thoughts here...if you read this to the end, I will be glad, because it is incredibly important for me to share such intimate feelings...
● Back in 2018, I had no idea that this show would have such an impact on my personality and self-expression, I was just a little bored in the summer, and I decided to watch this show...And that moment has come...
● And... I just got fucking carried away, it's perfect-comedy, high-quality metal music, and of course-damn interesting characters who have a written story-it's the perfect combination of everything that I liked in the fictional stories, what I wasn't looking for, but what I needed!
● It was from that very moment...I just lost my mind...maybe it wasn't noticeable to others, but for me personally, internally, yes, I changed my mind-that's when I started an Instagram page, I shared drawings, and oh my God, I even started communicating with people of interest (before, I wouldn't have had the heart to even write to someone first or leave a comment lol), now I know a lot of artists in the fandom, and a lot of people know me, and even fan for me, lol (if the young me had known where I was going because of some cartoon about stupid metalheads (lovingly💖💖💖))
● But, one character stood out especially vividly for me, like a star in a dark sky, like the sun among dark clouds, like a guardian angel, like a prince, like a knight in shining armor, he came into my life-William Murderface❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥✨️✨️✨️
● Maybe at this point someone will call me crazy, but somehow I don't give a fuck now, at first, by the way, accepting the fact that I was in love with him had very big problems, and even selfshipping...
● But, somehow miraculously, I didn't even notice at what specific moment I began to draw a lot not only of him, but also, oh my God, of myself with him!
● He's still my main muse all day long hahahaha!🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖💝💝💝
● Well, you all know perfectly well that I am very madly in love with him, and literally from every social network where there is my profile, I shout about it, but I will tell you something else now...
● The fact is that Willy gave me a very important piece of character that is incredibly important in life-to be brave, to be assertive when necessary, to stand up for yourself, not to be afraid to express your emotions (although I'm still working on it, but now I'm doing better with it), express myself (I literally wore only black all through school and didn't even decorate myself in any other way lol) and my creativity as often as possible, he also taught me to relax when necessary, as well as to look at some things easier (I'm also still working on it, but it became much easier for me to do it by thinking about him), and most importantly-don't give a shit what others think about me or my actions, even though Willy has self-esteem problems himself, but I always damn like it when, despite everything, he doing some shit anyway, because he wanted it hahaha!
● I... it's just that I was so damn closeted mentally before when I was a kid...and I didn't even see that as a problem...and now I look back, and I realize that it's really sad...I just felt that my soul was asking for something completely different, and I didn't understand what exactly...
● It was Willy who kept giving me that feeling of security and confidence that I've been missing in my life...it is at times when I have no strength left-I still know that he is next to me, and therefore everything will be fine with me, no matter what! :3
● Even if I am completely abandoned or abandoned by others...He'll always be with me, I'm sure of it...because I would have done the same for him...
● I would give him all my love, teach him to love himself no matter what, not to give up, to see the beauty in himself and in this world...💗💗💗💖💖💖💝💝💝❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🎀🎀🎀
● It seems to me that this is exactly the dynamic of my selfship, we will open up like a rosebud next to each other! :3🌹🌹🌹
● In general, he is very important to me...For me, he's not just a character anymore...
● Thank you, my sweet little tiger cub, I love you very much and I will always love you...Even though it really fucking hurts when I miss you...Even though you'll never know how I feel, because you're not real...
● I will remain devoted to you anyway...because that's exactly what's right...the most right and correct decision in my life...✨️✨️✨️💘💘💘
selfshipping is a secret cheat code to self-love/confidence because to make a compelling selfship daydream you have to imagine yourself through the eyes of someone who loves you
