i hate being so sensitive. it sucks big time. like, if i'm close to someone, it's okay if they hurl bullshit at me because i know i can joke around with them too. but it kinda sucks though when you finally respond and they're like 'ugh please don't use that kind of language with me' like i insulted your goddamn mother. and when i pointed out she's been saying offensive shit all day, all i get is 'yeah, but i don't use swear words. i expect others to use the kind of language i use with them.' ... i'd called her an asshole. =.= ...guess it must have stung because she actually is one like...most times i’m hurt/offended, i'm left wondering if maybe i'm just making a big deal out of nothing but i don't think i'm overreacting this time? to be honest i didn't outwardly react. but that doesn't mean it stung any less. with her i tend to not show my hurt, but i guess with having this as a long term set up wll be really hard to deal. i can't keep up dealing with the bullshit and acting like it doesn't affect me. i just hope my fucking parents agree to put me in the uni hostel. idon't wanna stay with these people.
