Long time no see
Hello everyone.
I'm home now. My project ended. C'est la vie.
Now is the time of transitions. I am struggling to organize every thought and feeling in my mind. To try to understand myself and make a review of what I've experienced.
Coming home was like coming out of another dimension and settling again.
The hard thing is that the life you've lived during your EVS seems easy and carefree, even though you worked hard (maybe some people didn't but it applies anyways). There are some amazing things, like the friendships you made and the time you spent with all these people that never leave you.
I have to be honest, I have some difficulties checking the Facebook and webpage of my organization. Maybe it's because that would mean for me to realise that all this time is over, life goes on. Maybe I see a different perspective now I have to pay my own bills, make my own living. Who knows? I for sure don't.
To sum up my feelings and my experience, I feel that this EVS I've done in Bulgaria have given me sooo many things that I still cannot sort through the loads of memories I have.
Maybe next month. Maybe next year... Who knows.
Toodely-doo!