The most painful part of being a single mom is not the part where i dont get enough sleep... Or the part where i'm always taking the blame even if ive always been doing my best to keep her safe and comfy... Or the part where i would have to spend a hell lot of money on checkups, meds, and other stuffs... Or the part where non of the other party understand a bit of what youre trying to say about her or for her... Its the part where you see her suffer a lot. Its the part where she needs to take all those medicines even if she doesnt want to. Its the part where she tells me "mommy, my head hurts" or "mommy, my knees hurt." Its the part where she doesnt want to eat because she's just to weak to take more. Its the part where her temp gets so high and the meds doest seem to work, but it has to. Its the part where i need to control my raging emotion or the urge to punch someone on the face right now. #lapitna #seriousnathis #imnothappyaboutthis #kalmalang #KALMALANG