Jan 7
#sergei fedorov#sf91#drw#detroit red wings#1991#< IN SPIRIT!!!!!!!!!!#i feel like my insides are being twisted into crochet.#do not talk to me. god. god. i am going to vomit. i have no words#completely k.o-ed on the floor. i should've stayed for the longest time. my only regret. god. FIVE DAYS.#face down in the mud about it.#HOW CAN I POSSIBLY BE NORMAL DURING THIS TIME ARE YOU FUCKING AAAAAAAAA LET'S ALLL DIEEEEEEEE WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKK#SERYOZHAAAAAAAAAA#MY ODYSSEUS...... HE'S BACK.......#WEEPING AND THROWING UP AND WEEPING SOME MORE#i feel insane i feel like my stomach is gonna crawl out of my throat i'm having the normalest reaction in the world ever. oh god#the wait felt safe for so long but now it's code fucking red oh my god five days how can i possibly deal with this#SHAKING#GODDDD WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK AAAAAAAAA#KITTEN HOLDING ITS HEAD SCREAMING AND CONTORTING BACK AND FORTH DOT GIF