request. hear me out ☝ riding Riize and using them like a toy or whatever you want because you're ovulating.....
「 ୨୧ authors note 」 <3 !!!
﹙ 𐙚 : shotaro ﹚ .ᐟ
your ovulation week really puts his dancers' stamina to the test , but he does keep up – ready to be used by you whenever you need him. “again baby?” he smiled as you climbed into his lap. “so-sorry taro , but i need you.” the feeling of your warm cunt suffocating his cock. “fuck , don’t worry baby , take what you want love.” lets you move on your own pace , just sitting back , toying with your sensitive nipples. “fuck baby you feel good?” he was smiling as you used him , he loved this. “so sensitive baby , you gonna cum again?” you nodded , legs tired as you came , but that didn’t stop you. “taro , need you.” he sprung into action , wrapping his arms around your waist fucking up into you. “fuck taro im gonna cum.” it’s not about if he cums when you’re ovulating it’s about calming you down for a while , and if that means letting you use him to cum then he’s down forsure.
“that’s it baby , i know you want to cum again , cum for me.”
﹙ 𐙚 : eunseok ﹚ .ᐟ
the only time he’ll let you do what you want — but that doesn’t mean he still doesn’t have control of the situation. “slow down now.” he commanded , you whined , your clit grinding against his pelvis. “fuck , I said slow down.” he slapped your ass. “seok please.” you whined , holding his shoulders. “listen here.” he grabbed your cheeks, you finally slowed down. “just because you’re ovulating doesn’t mean you can act like a disobedient slut.” he let your face go. “o-okay.” you moaned , he tapped your ass. “good , now keep going.” you resumed bouncing on his cock , his tip kissing your cervix. “yeah fuck just like that.”
“that’s it keep bouncing on my dick like a good girl and i’ll let you cum as much as you want.”
﹙ 𐙚 : sungchan ﹚ .ᐟ
he loves this, he wants you to do this, use his cock, milk him for all that he has and then more. sex when you’re ovulating is the best sex in his eyes ( even tho it doesn’t matter ) it last for hours and almost every day … he’s in heaven. “oh fuck you’re killing me baby.” he chuckled , his head sticking to his forehead due to swear as you sunk down in his cock for like the 5th time , already full of his past loads. “fu-fuck im gonna shoot blanks if you keep going.” your sweet cunt clenching around him. “we-we can stop.” he slapped your ass making you yelp. “did I ask you to fucking stop?” so you didn’t you actually sped up. “yes fuuuuck.” his hand coming back down to your ass again. “that’s it.”
“keep going , use my fucking cock.”
﹙ 𐙚 : wonbin ﹚ .ᐟ
now this little fucker is a tease, he knows you’re hornier than normal because you’re ovulating, but he just can’t help but tease you. “no don’t move yet.” you whimpered out. “stop it.” he had been holding you down on his cock, feeling him twitching inside of you. “i need to fuck you.” you moved your hips against his wishes , he chuckled at your neediness. “need to fuck me?” he groaned watching your precious cunt suck him in. “so slutty baby.” he said , slapping your ass as you bounced on him, legs slap against his. “using my cock , fuck , humping me like a bunny in heat.” you moaned. “is that what you are? a slutty bunny wanting to use my cock to get off?” you nodded , “yes , please fuck!” he slapped your ass , signaling you speed up.
“then speed up slut, ride my cock like you mean it.”
﹙ 𐙚 : seunghan ﹚ .ᐟ
wants to treat you like a princess when you’re ovulating; but knows you like to take control when you’re ovulating so he lets you — at least that’s what you think. “baby slow down.” he said softly, holding your waist. “i'm not going anywhere princess.” you whined as you held his shoulders, his cock stretching you out just how you wanted him too. “just want to fuck you.” he chuckled, kissing your bust tenderly , you nipples sensitive. “you feel good, baby.” he said , he’d hold off on cumming simply so you could continue. “fuck hannie im gonna cum.” he let you cum , but you kept going. “fu-fuck baby.” he groaned. “hannie im gonna cum again.” you were insatiable but he knew you’d calm down eventually. “go a head princess.”
“cum all you want.”
﹙ 𐙚 : sohee ﹚ .ᐟ
sohee ears and his cock stands up the moment you randomly told him that you were ovulating. “lay down.” you told him, and he obey — because why wouldn’t he? you unbuckled his pants, ridding them of his bottoms along with your bottoms. “so pretty baby.” he groaned as you stroked his cock, sinking down on him. “oh fuck use me baby.” you began to move you hips , bouncing on his length. he was more of a mess than you were , you were using his cock as your own personal toy , you had been at it for about an hour and you didn’t seem to have any plans on stopping any time soon. “oh fuck baby.” he whined , throwing head back in pleasure. “fuck.”
“just keep using my cock , keep making yourself cum on me.”
﹙ 𐙚 : anton ﹚ .ᐟ
gives you exactly what you want , no fighting. he just lays back and allows you to do what you want to do. “o-oh fuck.” he moaned. “fuck baby this feels so good.” your hand was wrapped around his neck lightly not choking him as you rode his cock. both of you were lowkey fucking each other out , this always happened when you were ovulating and he loved it. he’s a dom , but he loves when you take what you want from him. “wait baby fuck.” he moaned , the room was hot , and both of you were sweaty — and anton was spent, you had milked him dry , but you weren’t letting up. “fuck baby i don’t think i can cum again.” you whimpered , still needing his cock even if you were already stuffed full of him. “pl-please one more , just one more.” you moaned. “fuck im gonna cum.” he was sure he was gonna start shooting blanks soon , but he allowed you to keep going.
hi guys heres some links that reminds me sm of the Riize members, hope u enjoy!! mdni
Shotaro rewarding you for being such a good girl for him, he adores you and fills you up exactly like you asked for.
Sub Shotaro who tries so hard to not cum so that you’ll praise him. He loves being in your arms and being your good plaything.
Sungchan who loves how easy it is to lift you up and thrust his full length into you. You’re just so small compared to him, he can’t help but love stretching your pussy and thrust at an insane speed.
Sub Sungchan who twitches weakly in your arms as he gets even more sensitive when you cover his mouth and nose, not letting him breathe.
Eunseok loves when you wear a collar and tights for him, all pliant and submissive for him. He loves seeing your tits bounce as he thrusts harder and harder.
Sub Eunseok who lets you ride him while he sucks onto your nipple like its a pacifier. He wouldn’t tell you but he sucks them to muffle his own desperate moans.
Wonbin needs you to know you’re his and only his. His hands wrap around your neck and grips your boobs as he fucks you roughly, reminding you only he can make you feel this good.
Sub Wonbin loves to be taken care of. His usual cool composure completely disappears when you have his hands cuffed up and him at your mercy.
Seunghan always wants to make sure you feel good, doing his best to hit the spot that gets you weak every thrust, but your cunt just feels so good around him he can’t keep his moans in.
Sub Seunghan can’t handle the overstim, he begs you repeatedly to stop cause he just can’t take it! He holds onto you desperately in hopes to ground himself.
Sohee has so much love for you, in his eyes you’re perfect and he needs to kiss and leave marks all over you before fucking you the way you like it.
Sub Sohee tries so hard to obey you even when its too much. All he can do is breathe desperately and let out weak whimpers.
Anton fucking you in the hotel room after you were so needy the whole day. He makes sure to twist and play with your nipples the way you like it and hit that spot in your walls that would get you cumming.
Sub Anton who wants you touching him all over and wants to be a good boy for you so bad but he doesn’t know how much more he can take!
shotaro: you didn’t expect his face to fall that fast. one second you were pouting, telling him you think he deserves someone “skinnier, prettier,” and the next his whole expression just… shattered. his hands froze mid-gesture, eyes wide, as if you had physically shoved him away. s: “don’t… don’t say that. why would you even- why would you think that about yourself?” you: “because it’s true, taro. you could have anyone, and i’m-” he cuts you off by grabbing your wrist, pulling you closer, shaking his head hard enough to send his hair falling into his eyes. there’s no hesitation in his voice now, just this trembling anger that’s completely unlike him. s: “no. no, don’t you dare. you’re mine. i don’t want ‘anyone,’ i want you. i’ve always wanted you.” your chest tightens because it was supposed to be a prank, but his voice is breaking like he’s about to cry, and guilt hits hard. you rush to explain but he doesn’t let you. his mouth is on yours before you can get another word out. his kiss is messy, almost desperate, tongue pushing past your lips while his hands slide down your waist, gripping like he’s terrified you’ll vanish if he doesn’t hold you tight enough. he presses you back onto the couch, body hovering above yours, grinding down against you until you feel the thick outline of his cock straining against his sweats. you: “taro, wait-” s: “no. don’t tell me to wait. i need you to feel how much i want you. maybe then you’ll believe me.” his voice drops low, thick with lust and frustration, and before you know it he’s tugging your shorts down, pushing them aside so he can rut bare against you. the heat of him makes you gasp, and he smirks despite the shine in his eyes. s: “see? no one else makes me this hard. no one else can.” his words are ragged as he pushes in slow, the stretch making you arch into him. he groans, burying his face against your neck, teeth grazing your skin while he bottoms out. his hips snap harder, faster, as if he’s fucking the insecurity out of you, every thrust punctuated by sharp little whimpers he tries to muffle against your throat. you claw at his back, moaning when he hits deep, and he pulls back just enough to look you in the eye. s: “you’re perfect. every part of you. don’t ever scare me like that again.” when you tighten around him, his lips curve into this breathless, wrecked smile before he slams harder, chasing both your release and the reassurance that you aren’t going anywhere. he comes with your name on his tongue, spilling deep inside like he’s marking you as his. and when you’re both shaking and sweaty, he refuses to let you go, pressing kisses over your face while whispering, s: “pretty. you’re the only pretty i’ll ever need.”
eunseok: you pick the wrong timing for the joke. he’s sprawled on the couch with his long legs stretched out, scrolling on his phone. you plop down next to him and murmur, “i think you’d be happier with someone skinny and prettier than me.” he doesn’t even look up at first. e: “say that again.” his voice is so flat it makes you stiffen. you try to laugh it off, tugging his sleeve, but then he locks eyes with you. no grin, no softness. just a sharp stare that pins you. you: “i was just playing-” e: “you think i’m that shallow? that i’d give a fuck about bones over you?” you stammer something useless, and suddenly his phone is tossed aside. he grabs your wrist and pulls you onto his lap, straddling him. his hand cradles the back of your neck, guiding you closer until his lips barely brush yours. e: “you’re not gonna say shit like that to me again. got it?” when you nod, he doesn’t waste a second. his mouth crashes into yours, tongue hot and claiming. his other hand slides under your shirt, thumb flicking against your nipple until you gasp into him. the control he radiates is effortless, like he was born knowing how to bend you. he shifts, dragging you down against his cock, already hard under his sweats. the friction has you whining, grinding instinctively. he smirks against your lips, tilting his head to whisper right into your ear. e: “look at you. already needy. tell me who makes you cum like this.” you breathe his name, and that’s all it takes. he lifts you like nothing, laying you back on the couch, yanking your bottoms down in one sharp motion. he spreads you with his fingers, admiring the wetness dripping down your folds. e: “this is mine. no one else’s.” his mouth is on you before you can respond, licking slow circles that turn into relentless flicks, two fingers sliding in knuckle-deep. he eats you out like he’s starving, groaning when you tug his hair. the coil builds fast, your body arching off the cushions until you’re shaking, squirting across his jaw when you cum hard, messy. he doesn’t stop, though. he sits up, pulls his sweats low, and strokes his cock. long, heavy, veins thick. he lines himself up, pushes in with one long, devastating thrust that has you clawing at the cushions. you: “oh my god-” e: “say it louder. let everyone know who’s fucking you this good.” he pounds into you, each thrust deeper than the last, sweat dripping down his temple as he holds your thighs wide open. the stretch is overwhelming, delicious, and when he leans down to bite your lip, you fall apart again. cumming around him, milking him until he’s groaning through his release, spilling hot and deep inside. he collapses over you, kissing your jaw, softer now. e: “don’t ever put yourself down like that. i’ll remind you a thousand times if i have to.” his cock twitches inside you, still filling you, and the way he holds you close makes you realize he means it.
sungchan: you pick the worst moment to be dramatic. he’s leaning in the doorway of your room, hair messy from a shower, wiping his neck with a towel. you blurt it out without thinking: “you’d probably be better off with someone skinnier, someone prettier.” he freezes. towel drops from his hand. sc: “what the fuck did you just say?” you shrug, trying to make it sound like a joke, but the air shifts instantly. he walks over slow, the weight in his steps making your stomach churn. by the time he’s in front of you, your back’s already pressing into the mattress. sc: “nah. we’re not doing that.” he climbs onto the bed, caging you under him, his broad chest brushing yours. one huge palm pins your wrist above your head, the other trailing down your side, deliberate, until it hooks under your thigh. sc: “you think i don’t want this? you think i don’t fucking lose my mind every time i look at you?” you swallow, breath shaky, and that’s when he kisses you. hungry, punishing, teeth catching your bottom lip until you moan. he grinds down against you, his cock thick and heavy through his sweats, making you whimper into his mouth. sc: “pretty? skinny? no. i want you. sexy, full, dripping, begging, ruined for me.” he yanks your shorts down, fingers immediately rubbing over your clit, slick already coating his fingertips. he smirks when you gasp, sliding two fingers in and curling them just right. the stretch has your eyes rolling back, your body jerking under him as he fucks you with his hand. your orgasm slams into you quick, thighs shaking as you cum hard, gushing around his fingers. he doesn’t stop. he pulls them out, sucks them clean right in front of you, and groans. sc: “sweetest fucking taste. all mine.” he strips off his sweats and shirt, cock heavy, flushed, and already leaking. he flips you over like you weigh nothing, arching your back with his palm pressing between your shoulders. his cock slides in one thick push, splitting you open until you’re crying out into the sheets. you: “s-sungchan-” sc: “louder. let me hear it.” he pounds into you, relentless, hips slapping against your ass with obscene sounds. his hand tangles in your hair, pulling your head back so he can growl into your ear. sc: “do you think i'd fuck someone besides you like this? hmm? can anyone else make you cum so messy on my cock?” you’re gone. moaning, crying, clenching around him so tight he groans, thrusts growing sharper, rougher. you cum again, squirting across his thighs, soaking him. he swears under his breath, fucking you through it until his own release hits. hot ropes of cum spilling deep inside you as he holds you down, grinding to empty himself fully. he stays inside, chest pressed to your back, kissing your shoulder gently even though he just wrecked you. sc: “don’t say shit like that again. i’ll fuck it out of you every time until you believe me.”
wonbin: you mean it like it’s a dare, tossing the line across the dinner table between bites. “you deserve someone skinny and pretty.” it’s breezy, casual; you expect him to laugh, roll his eyes. instead the fork clatters against his plate and his face goes flat, like someone switched him from color to grayscale. w: “that hurt.” it’s not theatrical, just quiet and real, and it makes your stomach drop. he stands slow, chair scraping, and walks around to where you’re sitting like he’s closing a gap you didn’t know you’d opened. he cups your jaw with warm fingers, thumb tucking a stray hair behind your ear, and the tenderness hits harder than any argument would. you: “i was joking-” w: “i don’t like jokes about you leaving me.” his voice is small but steady, and there’s this possessive hush under it that tightens something in your ribs. instead of anger he gives you a gaze like he’s cataloging you: every freckle, every scar, every inch he’s memorized. it’s intimate and a little terrifying. then he smiles. slow, private and leans in to kiss you, not savage but utterly owning. he tells you to get up. you follow without question, curiosity braided with residual guilt. he leads you to your bedroom, but pauses in the doorway, pulling you into him for a second that’s all hush and heartbeat. when he steps inside, he turns on soft music and dims the light until the room is edged in gold. w: “i’m not gonna argue. i’m going to remind you.” he undresses you with reverence, like he’s unwrapping a gift he never wants to stop opening. his hands trace the curve of you, mapping places he loves with a slow, attentive pressure that makes your knees go weak. he’s patient, this time the dominance is a lullaby rather than a snarl. he wants you, yes, but more than that he wants you to remember you’re wanted. he starts with kisses. not rushed, but precise. a long slide from ear to collarbone, breath warm against the skin, then lower. he uses his mouth and fingers together, syncing them so the pleasure spreads differently, like paint across a canvas. his fingers find the spot that makes you fold forward with a soft cry; his mouth follows, sucking and tasting and coaxing until your legs tremble. you: “won-” w: “shh. feel it. don’t think.” he pushes two fingers deep and moves them steadily as his mouth works on you, slow enough that the tension builds and builds until your head spins. you cum around his mouth. wet, messy and he swallows every sound with a hum that’s almost a prayer. instead of pulling away, he holds you through it, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. he slides up beside you, sliding his cock at the entrance and pushing in with a smooth, languid motion, not rough but absolutely sure. he moves with a rhythm that isn’t desperate; it’s deliberate. measured thrusts that press him close and make you feel full and seen. his hands splay on your hips, thumbs rubbing small circles as if tattooing reassurance into your skin. w: “you’re not defined by anyone’s idea of pretty. you’re loud and soft and messy and mine.” he speeds up when he feels you clench, building you back toward that edge, whispering dirty, steady praises. your name, what he likes, how perfect you are when you melt for him. when you cum again, it’s quieter this time, a shaking, grateful release. he lets out a low groan and follows, filling you slow and heavy, legs folding around his as he empties inside. after, he collapses with you wrapped in his arms, forehead against yours, breath mingling. he presses a tentative kiss to your temple. w: “don’t test me like that. but if you do, i’ll show you every single time why you’re mine.” you laugh through tears and blush, forehead resting against his chest. safe, sticky, and fiercely loved.
seunghan: you toss the line over your shoulder like it’s nothing: “you deserve someone skinny and pretty.” the words hang, and for a second you think he’s going to let it slide, then his face tightens, jaw locking, eyes flashing sharp. se: “are you serious?” there’s a quiet heat in his voice that makes your stomach twist. he crosses the room like he’s stalking a prey, not slow, deliberate, but precise, every step counts. your heart hammers when he corners you by the bed, hands gripping your upper arms firmly, thumbs pressing little circles into your skin like he’s claiming you. you: “i was joking-” se: “i don’t like jokes about us not being together.” his tone isn’t playful. it’s possessive, a little dangerous, a reminder that he doesn’t do half measures. when he pulls you into him, there’s no warning—just lips on yours, teeth grazing your bottom lip, tongue sliding in sharp and claiming. he lifts you onto the bed, legs straddling his waist, and presses you flat against him. se: “look at me. tell me no one else could make you feel like this.” he slides his hand under your shirt, cupping your breast, thumb rubbing over your nipple until you’re trembling and whining against him. his other hand pushes your thighs apart, fingers teasing over the damp seam of your underwear. when he finally presses inside you with two fingers first, slow, curling just right, you arch into him, a startled gasp escaping your lips. you: “seunghan-” se: “shh. let me show you how wrong you are about yourself.” he switches, leaning down, mouth on you, tongue flicking, sucking, pressing. your hips roll instinctively, meeting his mouth, grinding against his fingers. your first cum hits hard, warm and messy, and he groans, the sound low and hungry, like it’s just for him. he slides out, licks his fingers, then positions himself at your entrance, slick and ready. the first push is deliberate and deep, and he groans low in your ear as he thrusts, slow and precise, hands bracing your hips. his rhythm grows sharper, faster, claiming, pressing into you like he’s making sure you’re aware who owns your body tonight. se: “you feel so good. all mine. no one else’s.” your second cum hits messy and loud, muscles clenching around him, and he follows right after, spilling deep and hard inside you. he collapses over you, lips on your shoulder, hands kneading your back, chest heaving. se: “don’t joke like that again. you’re perfect for me. do you get it?” you nod, laughing breathless, and he grins. sharp, satisfied, completely possessive.
sohee: you say it from across the kitchen while stirring a pot, the line soft as steam: “i think you’d be better with someone skinny and pretty.” you expect him to snort, to toss a joke back. instead he sets the spoon down, walks over, and brushes the tip of his nose against yours. an affectionate, incredulous gesture that cuts right through the prank. so: “are you trying to make me possessive?” he’s playful first, mischief in the lift of his lip, but his hands are sure when he pulls you flush against him. you smell basil and citrus on his skin. the mood flips to something bright and hungry; he’s decided to prove you wrong in the most lavish way possible. he tells you to get in the tub. you gape, but he’s already running the water. hot, fragrant with bubbles. he takes your hand and leads you into the bath like a slow performance. the warm water makes your skin glow and he trails kisses down the line of your jaw, voice low and saturated with amusement. so: “i’m gonna drown you in why you’re wrong.” his gentle domination is different. playful, indulgent, like a lover who adores pampering. he guides you to lie back and props pillows under your head. candles waver on the tub rim. he’s all quiet focus, lathering your shoulders with fragrant oil, kneading away any leftover edge that the prank put there. his hands are skilled, massaging long lines from neck to hips, and the touch spirals into something else. he lowers himself in beside you, because he insists on sharing the space, knees brushing your thighs, his warmth pressed close. he kisses your collarbones and then, with an almost shy confidence, pulls you close and parts your legs. the water sloshes as he leans forward, lips finding you between the thighs. the sensation is different in the tub. the slickness amplified, the sound of water a hush over everything. his tongue is slow, methodical, pressing into you with a worshipful cadence that makes it impossible not to let go. so: “i like the way you taste. don’t make me have to prove it more than once.” he alternates between mouth and fingers, fingers sliding in measured strokes while his mouth flares warm and constant. you scream quietly into the bubble-damp air when you cum, water trembling, hips arching. he keeps going, relentless in adoration, until you’re spent and shaking, then slides up to press wet kisses along your sternum like punctuation. when he slides into you, it’s slow and layered, water making everything feel impossibly slick. then his rhythm deepens into a rolling, wet thrust that makes the tub creak. he leans over you, voice a velvety mutter against your shoulder. so: “pretty? maybe. skinny? maybe not. but the only thing i want is you right here.” you keep coming with him, messy and loud, and he meets every wet, sticky release with a soft laugh and a promise murmured into your hair as they both float in the warm glow. so: “don’t ever try that again. unless u want another bath.” you giggle, breathless and sticky and drowning in the aftercare he folds you into.
anton: your words float out softly, almost teasing: “you’d probably be happier with someone skinny and prettier.” anton freezes, eyes widening, chest tightening. he swallows, and you can see the panic flash across his face. a: “what? no… that’s not true, is it?” he climbs to you immediately, worry brimming in every step. he cups your face gently, thumbs brushing along your cheekbones, fingers trembling a little. a: “i… i haven’t been enough for you, have i? i should-” you: “anton, no! i’m kidding-” a: “no, i mean… i just… i don’t want you thinking that. not ever.” he pulls you close, forehead resting against yours. his hands trail down your arms, down your sides, lingering like he can anchor you with touch alone. his softdom isn’t commanding. it’s desperate, tender, like he’s begging you to believe him with every motion. he helps you lie down on the bed, crawling in beside you carefully, not rushing. lips find your collarbone first, soft kisses, gentle, but his hands are needy, tracing the curve of your hips, over your thighs, brushing your clit lightly to gauge you. a: “i just… i need you to know. you’re perfect. you’re mine. please, please don’t say things like that about yourself.” he slides his fingers inside you slowly, curling to press all the right spots, watching your face anxiously. every gasp, every shiver, makes him brush a thumb over your cheek or pull you closer, like he’s afraid you’ll slip from him. when you cum, it’s messy, loud, and he hums against your skin, kissing you softly, trying to erase any doubt the prank caused. a: “see? you feel amazing. you’re amazing.” he lines up, sliding inside slowly, whispering into your hair, low and shaky. his thrusts are patient, a soft, rolling rhythm that presses warmth and certainty into your core. a: “i’m not going anywhere. you’re mine. i’ll show you every day.” he leans down, fingers tangling in your hair, murmuring praises, coaxing your hips with his, pressing himself deep. every cum you have, he matches, slow, careful, almost pleading in his groans. when he cums, it’s hot, sticky, gentle, and he doesn’t move, just presses against you, holding you like he can’t let go. a: “don’t ever say that. i’ll… i’ll spend forever proving it if i have to.” he traces your jaw, forehead against yours, soft breath, shaking hands. his eyes are wet and sincere, full of worry and love. a: “you’re enough. all of you. always.” you cling, smiling and crying softly, and he whispers against your neck, letting his warmth and careful devotion wash over you completely.
neither of you wanted to be there. that was the only thing the two of you unknowingly had in common before you even met. your best friend had spent three weeks insisting that you were “one good date away from changing your mind,” while shotaro’s older sister had practically shoved him out the front door with a clean shirt and the reminder that he wasn’t getting any younger. both of you had complained the entire way there.
you arrived first, already planning your excuse to leave after thirty minutes. you ordered a water instead of anything else because if you were going to escape early at least you wouldn’t have to wait for the check. a few minutes later the front door of the restaurant opened and shotaro walked in looking around the restaurant with the same reluctant expression you were wearing. he quietly sighed to himself, already convinced this was going to be horrible. the hostess greeted him with a polite smile and asked, “are you here to meet someone?” after he quietly answered, “yeah,” she asked for the name on the reservation before looking toward your table and pointing him in your direction.
he made his way over with an awkward smile that looked more apologetic than excited. “hi,” he greeted quietly as he stopped beside the table. “hi,” you answered, watching him pull out the chair. “i’m shotaro.” you couldn’t help the tiny smile that tugged at your lips as you replied, “im yn.” once he sat down silence settled between you. it wasn’t uncomfortable. neither of you seemed to know where to begin.
you finally broke the silence. you leaned back in your chair as you asked, “did someone force you to come too?” his eyes immediately brightened with relief. “you too?” he asked, sounding almost hopeful. you nodded. “i said no four times.” he stared at you for a second before laughing. "four?” he asked with an amused grin. “what about you?” you asked. “my sister stopped asking and just told me what time to be here.” for the first time all evening you smiled. “that’s kind of evil,” you admitted, making him nod. “a little.”
the tension disappeared almost instantly. instead of pretending either of you actually wanted to be on a blind date you started comparing stories about the people who had set you up. apparently your best friend and his sister worked together. they had been planning this for over a month and everyone else involved thought the whole thing was perfect. shaking your head you muttered, “i can’t believe they did this.” shotaro smiled. “honestly” he admitted, “i was already trying to think of an excuse to leave before i got here.”
you laughed. “me too.” he leaned forward with genuine curiosity. “what was yours?” trying not to smile you answered, “i suddenly remembered i left the stove on." he laughed much harder than he intended to and before long you were laughing with him.
it was strange. barely thirty minutes earlier you couldn’t wait to leave. now you’d completely forgotten to check the time. when the waiter returned to your table and asked, “are we ready to order?” you looked over at shotaro. he looked back at you before asking with a small smile, “i guess we’re staying?” you pretended to think it over before replying, “i suppose i can survive another hour.” he smiled in obvious relief. “good. because i haven’t actually eaten all day.”
by the time dinner was over the restaurant had started emptying around you yet the conversation never really stopped. somehow you had covered everything from work and family to embarrassing childhood stories and favorite foods without either of you acknowledging that this was technically supposed to be a blind date. when the bill finally arrived both of you reached for it at the same time. your hands brushed together before you instinctively pulled away. “sorry,” you both said at exactly the same time making you laugh all over again. shotaro smiled before asking, “can i be honest?” you nodded. “go ahead.” he hesitated for only a second before admitting, “this was a lot better than i expected.”
you smiled softly. “same.” the obvious relief on his face made you laugh. “i thought you were going to hate me,” he confessed. “i thought you were going to be weird,” you admitted. he raised an eyebrow. “am i not?” you smiled. “not really.” his grin only grew wider. “give me time.”
once you stepped outside the restaurant neither of you actually headed toward your cars. somehow the conversation just kept going. five minutes turned into ten and ten somehow became twenty before either of you noticed. eventually you checked your phone and laughed. “my friend has texted me six times.” shotaro pulled out his own phone before shaking his head with a smile. “my sister has sent eight.” you looked up at him. “should we tell them the date wasn’t terrible?” he pretended to think it over for a moment before replying, “let’s make them wait.” you laughed. “you’re petty.” he shrugged with a guilty smile. “a little.”
you finally started walking toward your car before stopping halfway there. turning back toward him you caught his attention. “hey.” he looked up immediately. “yeah?” you smiled to yourself before saying, “this doesn’t have to count as the blind date.” he tilted his head in confusion. “what do you mean?” you looked at him for another second before answering, “if we go out again let’s call it the first date instead.” for a moment, shotaro simply stared at you almost as though he was making sure he’d heard you correctly. then the biggest smile spread across his face, “i’d like that.”
sungchan
moving into your new apartment is supposed to be exciting. you’ve spent weeks unpacking boxes, figuring out where everything goes, and imagining how peaceful it’ll be to finally have your own space. that illusion lasts exactly one night. at 1:27 a.m just as you’re about to fall asleep music starts blasting through the wall beside your bed. you stare at the ceiling convinced it’ll stop in a few minutes. it doesn’t. by the time it finally goes quiet it’s almost four in the morning.
the next day is miserable. you survive work almost entirely on coffee and convince yourself it was probably a one time thing. maybe someone had friends over and they were celebrating moving in. midnight rolls around again and right on schedule the music starts. this time it’s followed by what sounds like furniture scraping across the floor and something heavy hitting the wall. you bury your face in your pillow and groan. “what are you doing over there?” you mutter to yourself.
by the fourth night you’ve officially run out of patience. you write the nicest note you can manage, carefully avoiding anything passive aggressive.
hi!
i live next door. i was just wondering if you could keep the music down a little after midnight. the walls are pretty thin.
thanks so much!
you tape it to the neighboring door before leaving for work, fully expecting the problem to be solved. when you get home that evening the note is gone. for one hopeful second but you think maybe your neighbor actually listened. he first song starts playing at 12:30am. somehow it’s louder than before. you sit upright in bed, staring at the shared wall in complete disbelief. “you’ve got to be kidding me,” you whisper before throwing the blankets off and marching into the hallway. you knock hard enough that your hand stings. a few seconds later the door swings open and your irritation is interrupted by one very inconvenient realization.
your neighbor is hot. like annoyingly, unfairly, ridiculously hot.
he’s tall and dressed in a black hoodie with gray sweatpants. his messy hair somehow made him look better instead of worse. you immediately decide it doesn’t matter. you drill into your head he happens to be the inconsiderate asshole who’s been keeping you awake every night for the past week. he looks at you for a moment completely unbothered, “can i help you?” you fold your arms across your chest. “yeah. you can turn your music down.” he glances over his shoulder into his apartment before looking back at you. “it’s not that loud.” you let out a short humorless laugh. “that’s funny, because i can hear every lyric from my bedroom.” he shrugs without the slightest hint of guilt. “walls are thin.”
you stare at him waiting for him to realize how ridiculous that sounds. when he doesn’t you ask, “that’s your defense?” he gives another lazy shrug. “it’s an old building.” you blink at him. “i left you a note.” his eyebrows lift slightly in recognition. “that was you?” you nod once. “yes.” he nods back just as casually. “i read it.” you wait for the apology that never comes. after a few seconds of silence you tilt your head. “and?” he shrugs again. “i didn’t think it was that serious.” you actually laugh because the alternative would probably get you kicked out of the building. “i haven’t had a full night’s sleep in almost a week.” instead of looking apologetic he tilts his head curiously and asks, “what time do you wake up?” the question catches you so off guard that you answer without thinking. “six.” he lets out a low whistle. “that sucks.” you blink at him in disbelief. “that’s all you have to say?” he looks genuinely confused by the question. “what do you want me to say?” you stare at him for another second before replying “maybe sorry?” he actually considers it, lips pressing together thoughtfully, before giving a small shake of his head. “nah.”
you can’t believe this man is real. “you’re unbelievable,” you say out loud. he lets out an amused laugh before replying, “i’ve heard that. it’s the confidence that annoys you the most you decide. or maybe it’s the smirk. or maybe it’s the fact that he’s objectively attractive and knows it. you notice it obviously. you’re not blind but there is absolutely no chance you’re giving him the satisfaction of knowing that. he could’ve been the hottest man on the planet and it wouldn’t have mattered. as far as you’re concerned he’s still the inconsiderate jerk next door who’s stolen nearly a week’s worth of sleep from you.
you unlock your apartment door and glance back over your shoulder just long enough to tell him, “you’re the worst neighbor i’ve ever had.” he only smiles wider, completely unfazed, “goodnight.” five seconds later the music starts again. you slowly close your eyes, “i actually hate him.”
the weeks after your first argument are somehow even more irritating than the argument itself. the music never gets quite as loud as it used to which almost makes it worse because you know he heard you. instead he seems to keep it at exactly the volume where he can claim he’s being considerate while still making sure you know it’s on. every time you pass each other in the hallway one of you is always leaving just as the other is arriving. he’ll hold the elevator door open and you’ll take the stairs.
before long, the building starts recognizing you as “the neighbors who don’t like each other.” one afternoon mrs. kim from downstairs catches you checking your mailbox and smiles knowingly. “did you two make up yet?” she asks. you don’t even hesitate before answering, “there’s nothing to make up about.” unfortunately sungchan walks into the lobby just in time to hear you. he glances between you and mrs. kim before the corner of his mouth pulls into a smirk. “see?” he says casually. “we’re making progress.” you roll your eyes so hard you’re surprised they don’t get stuck. “don’t flatter yourself,” you shoot back before grabbing your mail and walking away. you can hear him chuckle behind you and it takes every ounce of self control not to turn around.
he’s irritating.
you’ve accepted that.
what you don’t expect is to come home one friday night with mascara running down your cheeks. the date had started fine. it had ended with your date checking his phone halfway through dinner and admitting he “wasn’t really looking for anything serious" and then asking if you’d be offended if he left early because his friends had invited him out. you’d smiled, told him it was fine, waited until he left, and then spent the entire ride home crying quietly in the back of your uber.
it’s nearly midnight by the time you get back to your apartment building. you wipe quickly at your face before pushing through the front entrance hoping no one notices. of course, your luck runs out immediately. sungchan is sitting on the front steps with a drink in one hand and an earbud in the other. the second he hears the door open, he looks up. “rough night?” he asks but the teasing tone you’re used to isn’t there. you freeze for half a second before looking away silently praying the poor lighting hides your face. it doesn’t. he quietly pulls his earbud out, studies you for another moment and asks much more softly, “someone made you cry?”
you sniff once, already annoyed that he noticed. “mind your business,” you mumble as you start toward the entrance. normally he would’ve answered with something sarcastic. instead he stands and takes a few steps toward you, stopping far enough away that you don’t feel cornered. “come here,” he says gently. you let out a watery laugh and shake your head. “absolutely not.” he doesn’t push. instead he slips his hands into the pockets of his hoodie and watches you for a second before asking, “did he dump you?” you look away, embarrassed by how obvious it apparently is. “something like that,” you admit quietly. sungchan lets out a disappointed sigh before muttering, “idiot.”
you glance back at him, confused. “you don’t even know him,” you point out. he shrugs. “don’t need to,” he replies. “any guy who makes a girl come home looking like that is an idiot.” for a moment you don’t know what to say. it’s easily the nicest thing he’s ever said to you which somehow makes it even more annoying. you look down at the ground and quietly insist, “i’m fine.” he doesn’t buy it for a second. “no you’re not,” he says and when you repeat, “i said i’m fine,” he simply studies you for another moment before shaking his head. “you’re a terrible liar.”
you roll your eyes at him and scoff. “there it is,” he says with a small smile. he looks oddly pleased with himself. you let out a long sigh and rub under your eyes trying to fix your mascara. “don’t make this weird,” you warn. “i’m trying not to.” the two of you stand there in comfortable silence for a few seconds before sungchan looks down at the sidewalk, kicks lightly at a loose pebble, and says almost absentmindedly, “you know i could treat you way better than that.” the words catch you so off guard that you stop moving.
“excuse me?”
he finally looks back up at you and his expression is completely serious. “i’m serious.” you stare at him searching his face for the punchline. he lets out an awkward laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “look i’m not saying you should date me,” he says quickly only for you to raise an eyebrow and reply, “you literally just implied it.” “yeah,” he admits after a beat. “that came out a lot smoother in my head.” for the first time you laugh. it slips out before you can stop it. the sound makes him smile. you shake your head still smiling despite yourself. you open the door to the building and look back at sungchan, “you’re still the worst neighbor i’ve ever had.” his hands are still tucked into his hoodie pocket as he follows behind you. “yeah?” he asks.
“yeah."
seunghan
seunghan slipped into the lecture hall just before class started, quietly scanning the room until his eyes landed on the only empty seat left. the one beside you. he hesitated for a second. “… is this seat taken?” he asked softly. you looked around the nearly full classroom before shaking your head. “no.” “oh.” he nodded once. “okay.” he sat down carefully, setting his backpack at his feet. after that, he didn’t say another word. halfway through the lecture your professor asked everyone to compare notes with the person beside them because one of the slides had gone by too quickly.
you turned toward seunghan and he looked up at the exact same time. for a second neither of you spoke then he quietly slid his notebook toward you. his handwriting was neat except there were only about four lines of actual notes. you looked at him and he looked away first. “… i write kind of slow,” he admitted. you smiled a little before turning your notebook toward him instead. “you can copy mine.” he blinked, “… really?” you nodded.
the next few weeks settled into an unspoken routine. you always sat in the same seat and he always ended up beside you. sometimes he got there first and put his bag on your seat for yoy. sometimes you did. neither of you ever mentioned it. you noticed he wrote down almost everything the professor said but somehow still looked confused every lecture. he noticed you answered questions without ever raising your hand first. whenever the professor asked something and the room stayed quiet, you would sigh softly before answering anyway and he always looked relieved when you did.
it wasn’t until the first exam grades were handed back that everything finally made sense. you glanced sideways when seunghan let out the quietest, most defeated, “… oh,” before immediately flipping the paper over as though hiding the grade would somehow erase it. you had already seen the bright red forty eight percent. he noticed your expression change and looked like he wanted the floor to open beneath him. “please don’t,” he muttered, refusing to meet your eyes as he gripped the edge of the paper a little tighter. “don’t what?” you asked, keeping your voice gentle instead of teasing. he let out a quiet sigh. “look at me.” his embarrassment was written all over his face. you bit back a smile. “i wasn’t judging you,” you said honestly hoping he’d believe you.
“you should,” he mumbled still staring at his desk instead of you. class ended a few minutes later. you packed your bag while he remained sitting there, staring at the exam as though the grade might change if he waited long enough. you were halfway out of your seat when he finally spoke. “… can i ask you something?” he asked. his voice was so hesitant that you stopped immediately and turned back toward him. “yeah?” you answered, waiting patiently. he rubbed the back of his neck, looking painfully uncomfortable. “… this is embarrassing,” he admitted, letting out an awkward laugh that held absolutely no confidence. “okay,” you said patiently, folding your arms as you waited for him to continue instead of rushing him. he glanced down at the exam in front of him. “… i’m kind of failing now,” he admitted. “kind of?” you repeated, raising an eyebrow. “… very.” his correction came with a defeated sigh that made it impossible not to smile. he noticed immediately. “i knew you were gonna laugh,” he complained though there wasn’t any real annoyance behind it. “i’m not laughing at you,” you replied trying to sound more convincing than you felt. “close enough,” he muttered.
another awkward silence settled between you before he took a deep breath. “would you …” he started, only to stop and shake his head. “… could you tutor me?” his eyes stayed fixed firmly on the floor. before you could answer he rushed to add, “you don’t have to. actually forget i asked. that’s probably weird.” the words tumbled out so quickly it was obvious he was already regretting asking. “seunghan,” you said making him finally look up. “i’ll tutor you.” the answer came so easily that he blinked in surprise “…really?” he asked, searching your face as if he expected you to change your mind. “really,” you confirmed with a small nod. he studied you for another second before asking, “you don’t think i’m hopeless?”
“i think you need help,” you admitted honestly. for the first time since you’d met him, he laughed under his breath instead of apologizing. “that’s probably true,” he agreed, rubbing the back of his neck once more. “library tomorrow?” you asked as you adjusted your backpack onto your shoulder, already knowing what his answer would be. he nodded almost immediatly. “good." you smiled at him, turning around to leave.
the first tutoring session lasted almost three hours. it was not because seunghan wasn’t trying. if anything he was trying too hard. he frowned at every page of the textbook like it had personally offended him and reread the same paragraph four different times. “wait,” he said quietly, tapping the page with his pencil. “if this happened before this … then why are they talking about it here?” his eyebrows pinched together as he looked from the textbook to your notes completely puzzled by what he was reading. you leaned over to see what he was pointing at. “because they’re comparing the two events,” you explained as you drew a quick timeline in the margin of his notebook. “look. if you put them in order first it makes a lot more sense.” you turned the notebook toward him so he could follow the arrows you had just drawn.
he watched you write before looking back at the chapter. “oh,” he murmured as the realization finally beginning to settle in. “does that make sense now?” you asked. you glanced over at him to make sure you hadn’t lost him again. he nodded once. “yeah. i think i was making it more complicated than it actually is.” his shoulders relaxed a little as he looked back down at the page. “you’ve done that with almost every chapter,” you teased. he looked mildly embarrassed. “i have?” he asked. “a little. but im joking,” you admitted with a grin. the answer earned a quiet laugh from him as he rubbed the back of his neck.
by the time the library announced it would be closing soon his notebook looked completely different. it was filled with timelines, arrows, little explanations you’d squeezed into the margins, and enough sticky notes to double its thickness. he closed it carefully before looking over at you. “i actually understood that,” he admitted sounding more surprised than proud of himself. “see?” you smiled. “you’re not bad at history.” you leaned back in your chair happy to finally see some confidence on his face. “i got a forty,” he reminded you. “because you panic,” you answered. “also true,” he admitted with a small sigh.
you packed your things while he slowly organized his backpack. just as you slung your bag over your shoulder he spoke again. “can i ask you something?” his voice was hesitant enough that you stopped before taking another step. you turned back toward him. “sure." his fingers fidgeting with the zipper of his backpack. “how much do i owe you?”
you blinked in confusion. “for today,” he clarified. “or all of it i guess. however you charge.” the explanation came out in one nervous rush like he was trying to get it over with before he lost his courage. you couldn’t help smiling. “charge?” you repeated. he nodded immediately. “you spent three hours helping me.”
“i know,” you replied.
“so" he looked down at the table for a second before continuing. “it doesn’t feel right if i don’t pay you.” you pretended to think about it for a moment, tapping your finger against your chin. “okay,” you said eventually, watching him immediately reach for his wallet.
“one date.”
his hand stopped halfway to his pocket. “what?" “one date,” you repeated. “that’s how you can pay me.” he stared at you. “… a date?” the question sounded more like he was asking for confirmation that he’d heard you correctly. “yeah,” you answered trying not to laugh at the expression on his face. he looked around the library like someone else might explain what was happening. “with …” he slowly pointed at himself. “… me?” the disbelief in his voice made your smile even wider. you laughed softly. “yes, seunghan. with you.” his mouth opened and then closed. “are you serious?” he asked. "why wouldn't i be?" you tilted your head. "i thought you were just being nice to me.” he looked down at the table again. “i was,” you answered honestly. “no,” he corrected quietly. “i mean … i didn’t think his His sentence faded away before he could finish it. you decided to help him out, “liked you?” “yeah,” he admitted after a long pause.
you smiled at him. “i do.” he looked down at the table for a few seconds, smiling to himself before finally looking back up again. “i think that’s cheaper than tutoring,” he joked quietly. “depends where you take me,” you answered with a grin. “i can probably afford coffee,” he offered. “coffee sounds perfect,” you watched him nod almost immediately. “okay,” his tone was a little more confident. “it’s a date.”
wonbin
wonbin’s first memory of you was you shoving him hard enough that he landed on the wood chips underneath the playground slide back in kindergarten. he hadn’t even done anything. he’d just been waiting his turn. you looked down at him for a second before climbing up the slide like nothing had happened. when the teacher asked what happened, you shrugged innocently, “he fell.” wonbin looked at you in complete disbelief.
he knew you pushed him and you knew you pushed him.
somehow you still got away with it. that became a pattern throughout the school year. you weren't mean to anyone else. it was just to him. if he was quietly coloring, you’d lean over and scribble on the edge of his paper before running away laughing. if he built something during free play, you’d “accidentally” knock it over. if he lined up first after recess you’d squeeze in front of him.
every time your teacher caught you she’d let out the same tired sigh before looking between the two of you. “again?” she would ask. “it was an accident,” you’d insist every single time. your teacher would cross her arms, “you’ve had a lot of accidents around wonbin,” she’d point out patiently. you’d glance over at him for a second before looking back at your teacher with an awkward little shrug. “… yeah.”
after a while wonbin stopped trying to defend himself. instead he’d quietly pick his crayons back up off the floor, rebuild whatever you’d knocked over, or step back into line after you’d squeezed in front of him. “why are you like this?” he’d mumble, sounding confused rather than angry. you never had an answer for him because you genuinely didn’t know. all you knew was that if wonbin was somewhere, you somehow ended up there too.
it got bad enough that one afternoon wonbin’s mom finally walked into the classroom after school to talk to the teacher. she’d watched her son come home one too many times complaining about the same little girl and she couldn’t understand why you seemed to have made him your personal target. your mom happened to be picking you up at the same time and before long both of them were standing outside the classroom while the teacher explained, with the exhausted expression of someone who’d repeated herself a hundred times already, that you only ever seemed to bother one child. “she’s actually very sweet with everyone else,” the teacher admitted. “it’s just … wonbin.”
wonbin’s mom looked over at you where you were hiding halfway behind your own mother’s leg before looking back at your mom with an apologetic smile. “i promise i’m not upset,” she said gently. “i’m just trying to figure out what my son did.” your mom sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “trust me,” your mom replied, “i’ve been asking her the same question for months.” she crouched down in front of you and asked, “why are you being so mean?” you stared at your shoes for so long that all four adults thought you weren’t going to answer. finally you shrugged. “i don’t know.” and somehow that was the truth. you weren’t trying to be mean. you just couldn’t seem to leave him alone.
the conversation didn’t magically fix everything. you still bothered him all through the rest of kindergarten, although the shoving slowly turned into smaller things. you’d hide his eraser in your desk and then dramatically “find” it when he couldn’t. sometimes you’d sit in his chair before he got back from sharpening his pencil just because you thought the annoyed little sigh he’d let out was funny. every single time he’d look at you with the exact same expression and ask, “seriously?” and every single time you’d grin back like you hadn’t done anything wrong.
by first grade, though, the teasing had started to lose its edge. you still bothered him but now you also talked to him. if you stole his pencil, you’d hand it back after making him chase you around the classroom once. if you cut in front of him in line, you’d save him the spot next to you. somewhere along the way the teachers stopped separating the two of you because somehow you always found your way back to each other anyway.
that spring your class read a picture book about something you forgot about and your teacher decided the best way to celebrate finishing it was with a pretend wedding. construction paper flowers covered the classroom, paper rings were passed around, and everyone’s names were pulled out of a bucket to decide the pairs. when your teacher unfolded the slip of paper with both your names on it wonbin buried his face in his hands while you looked around in complete horror. “not him,” you complained immediately. “not her,” wonbin answered just as quickly.
the ceremony lasted less than five minutes. your teacher handed both of you little paper rings, “do you promise to be nice to each other?” wonbin answered first with a quiet, “i’ll try.” you crossed your arms stubbornly before mumbling, “… fine.” you looked over at wonbin expecting him to look as embarrassed as you felt only to find him trying very hard not to laugh. against your own will you laughed too.
after that day things slowly became different. by middle school you couldn’t even remember the last time you’d shoved him. instead you found yourselves sitting together during lunch because it was easier than finding new seats. you’d walk home in the same direction after school, complaining about homework or teachers or whatever game everyone was obsessed with that month. one afternoon wonbin stopped in the middle of the sidewalk and looked at you suspiciously. “you haven’t stolen anything from me in like … two years.” you blinked at him. “do you want me to?” he laughed immediately. “no.”
freshman year of high school arrived before either of you really noticed. one afternoon after classes ended the two of you ended up sitting on the football field while everyone else headed home. you were talking about elementary school when wonbin suddenly shook his head with a quiet laugh. “you know,” he admitted, “i really thought you hated me back then.” you looked over at him in complete disbelief. “what?” he smiled. “you bullied me for, like, two years.” you covered your face with your hands. “i know.” for a long moment neither of you said anything. then you looked over at him again. “can i ask you something?”
wonbin turned toward you without a second thought. “sure,” he answered, completely unaware of where the conversation was about to go. you took a small breath before finally saying it. “will you go out with me?” for a second wonbin thought he’d heard you wrong. “are you serious?” he asked quietly. he searched your face to see if you were joking. you nodded once but all of the confidence you’d had thirty seconds earlier had completely disappeared. “yeah,” you admitted, suddenly finding the football field much more interesting than looking at him.
wonbin didn’t answer right away. slowly the corners of his mouth lifted into the softest smile “i’ve been waiting for you to ask,” he confessed. you immediately looked back at him with a frown. “you couldn’t have asked me?” you complained. wonbin laughed, shaking his head as he leaned back on his hands. “i figured i’d already survived kindergarten,” he teased, looking over at you with a grin. “i didn’t want to push my luck.”
sohee
sohee met you before either of you could properly spell your own names. your moms had been friends so it was almost impossible to find you without sohee. if someone asked where you were, the answer was usually, “with sohee.” if someone asked where sohee was, the answer was usually, “with yn.”
the only problem was that somewhere around middle school sohee stopped looking at you like just his best friend. by freshman year of high school, he was hopelessly enamored with you. everyone else figured it out long before you did “just ask her out,” sungchan would tell him.
“she doesn’t like me like that," sohee played with his grey mystery food from the cafeteria. “how do you know?” seunghan pressed. sohee would just shrug. you treated him exactly the same as you always had. you held onto his arm when you were cold and asked for his hoodie. you called him whenever something good happened. you made him carry your backpack when your shoulders hurt. you told him every crush you had, every almost relationship, and every guy who’d asked for your number. every single time sohee smiled, nodded, gave whatever advice you asked for. then he went home wondering why he kept doing this to himself. “you’re literally in love with her,” anton sighed in your junior year. “i know," sohee buried his head in his hands. he raised his eyebrows, “and you’re still listening to her talk about other guys?” sohee looked down before quietly answering, “she’s my best friend first.”
if being her best friend was all he’d ever get to be he’d take it. he’d rather have that than lose you entirely.
senior year started but something about that year felt different almost immediately. you started choosing the seat next to him instead of across the room. you lingered after basketball practice to wait while he finished helping clean up. you texted him about nothing more often. he noticed every little change and refused to let himself hope. it wasn’t until october that everything shifted.
you’d gone to a school football game together, squeezed onto the cold aluminum bleachers with the rest of your friends. everyone else eventually wandered off for snacks, leaving the two of you alone. it was colder than expected. without thinking you reached over and slipped your hand into the pocket of his hoodie to warm it. you’d done things like that before yet sohee couldn't help but stare. after a minute you looked over, “why are you looking at me like that?”
he blinked, “…like what?”
“like your brain stopped working." you laughed quietly while sohee stared at you still, shaking your head before looking back toward the field “you’re cute.” his heart stopped. from that night on you started noticing things you’d somehow ignored for years. you noticed the way he always walked on the outside of the sidewalk and the way he remembered every tiny thing you mentioned, even months later. one afternoon, a few weeks later, you were sitting on the hood of his car after school. you looked over at him, “can i ask you something?" you hesitated for a moment before looking over at him. “how long have you liked me?” sohee went completely still. "who told you?” “nobody.” you shrugged, picking at the skin by your nails. “i just finally noticed.” he looked down at his hands, embarrassed enough that the tips of his ears turned pink. “a while.”
“how long is ‘a while’?” you asked. he let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “do you really want to know?” when you nodded he took a slow breath before quietly admitting, “since i was thirteen." your eyes widened. “thirteen?” he nodded, "i just thought the crush would go away."
“and?”
he finally looked over at you with the same soft expression he’d been wearing for years. “it didn’t. the two of you sat in silence for a long moment. then you smiled. “you know” you nudged his shoulder gently with yours. “i think i’m finally catching up.” he frowned in confusion. “what?”you looked away. suddenly the parking lot much more interesting than his face. “i said i think i’m finally catching up.” he looked at you confused, “to what?” you groaned, already feeling your confidence slipping away. “sohee.” he frowned in confusion. “what?” you rolled your eyes, “to you and your feelings. ” it took a full five seconds for the words to register. finally his eyes went impossibly wide, "wait.” you laughed nervously. “yeah.” he blinked at you again still trying to process what he’d just heard. “wait.” you covered your face “you’re really making me regret saying this.” "no. no, don’t.” he was smiling so hard it made you smile too. “i just” he shook his head in complete disbelief before laughing quietly to himself. “i’ve wanted to hear that for years.” you reached over and intertwined your fingers with his. “good thing we still have senior year left.” sohee looked down at your hand resting in his before giving it the gentlest squeeze. he’d spent four years convincing himself that being your best friend was enough. he never imagined he’d get to be anything more yet here you were.
anton
anton hadn’t even wanted to go to the party. if it had been up to him he would’ve spent the night at his apartment watching a movie or catching up on assignments. but wonbin had shown up at his door with the sole purpose of dragging him out of the house. after nearly twenty minutes of complaining that college parties weren’t his thing anton eventually gave in mostly because he knew wonbin wasn’t going to leave until he did.
you, on the other hand, had been looking forward to the party all week. by the time anton and wonbin walked through the front door you’d already been there for hours. the music was deafening, the house was packed shoulder to shoulder with people, and somewhere between your first drink and whatever you were up to now someone had convinced you that dancing on top of the living room coffee table was a fantastic idea.
from where anton was standing he noticed you almost immediately. it was practically impossible not to. you were loud enough for half the house, laughing so hard you nearly doubled over as your friends cheered you on from below. he barely had enough time to wonder before you took one step backward and your foot slipped on the edge of the table. suddenly you were falling directly toward him.
he instinctively reached out to catch you but instead the two of you crashed into each other and ended up sprawled across the sticky hardwood floor. for a second neither of you moved. you looked up at the poor stranger you’d just fell on and blinked at him through your alcohol induced haze. you burst into laughter. anton’s face was bright red before he’d even managed to sit up. any normal person probably would’ve apologized, introduced themselves, and never spoken to each other again.
instead you stood up and ran after your friend who was making her way to the kitchen for another drink. you both kept running into each other for the rest of the night. first in the kitchen while you were trying to find your friend, then out on the back patio where it was finally quiet enough to hear each other speak, and later wandering through the crowded hallway. by then the party around you had faded into background noise. the conversation with anton came surprisingly easy. before either of you really realized what was happening, you had both slipped away from the crowd in search of somewhere a little quieter.
hii can you pls do seunghan nsfw audio ?? your audios are really really good btw !!
omg ofc!!! I love his voice so much, I almost got distracted finding the audio for him bc I was listening to him talk and🥴 anyways lol, I hope it’s not too far off from his voice. I really did try to find one that was as close as possible! I have like three other audios to post for him (bc I’m so unbelievably down bad for him but we’ll talk abt that later🤫) ENJOY!
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Translation: “ah, baby…a bit faster…ha uh huh…like that…ha…ah…Baby, ah…ha, I can’t hold back…”
Heyy! I read that anton piece about 10 times😍 what do you think is the kissing style of each riize member?
riize’s kissing style ! ⸰ 𖥔 ͙ࣳ
➥ ◜ ⓘ how kissing riize would be like + their kissing styles
riize x gn!reader ☁︎ 𑇛 ۫ ៹ fluff kissing intimacy established relationship ◞♡ library
this is my first time writing something like this so please have mercy on me 🙏
OSAKI SHOTARO:
- sweet & gentle
- he’s definitely the type to smile into the kiss, maybe even giggles if he gets shy
- 100% likes to cup your face
- his kisses are more about making you feel loved rather than intensity.
you’re sitting on the couch, giggling so hard your cheeks slightly ache. you don’t even remember what the original joke was but shotaro’s smile was just as wide as yours. he leans forward, resting his forehead on yours for moment before looking into your eyes. “you’re so cute when you laugh” his voice comes out softly and before you could reply, shotaro leans in and his lips brush against yours, almost like he’s asking for permission.
you give him a slight nod and he’s immediately cupping your cheek with his hand, his thumb rubbing against your skin. once his lips touch yours, there’s a warmth that flows through you causing you to melt into his touch. he slightly grins against your lips before finally pulling away, hiding the grin that still hasn’t left his face into your shoulder
SONG EUNSEOK:
- tender & steady
- i think his approach to kissing you would rather be calm and intentional
- he wouldn’t rush. he would rather take his time with you, savoring the moment
- definitely rests his hand on your back hehe
eunseok had taken to you of his “spots” he so claims. you find yourself sitting on top of a hill, staring off into the city lights, away from everyone else. eunseok sits close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating from you, causing you to scoot closer. his hand finds the small of your back, his gaze drifting from the city to you. “are you cold? here, let me warm you up”
this kiss comes unhurried, almost as if he has all the time in the world. his grip on your back had slightly tightened and it lingers there, like he’s savoring this moment. he pulls back slightly just to look at you, admire you. he leans in to kiss you again, slower, and deeper. safe to say, it worked! you definitely felt warmer.
JUNG SUNGCHAN:
- playful, giddy, but passionate
- he for sure likes to tease you before actually kissing you
- but when he does kiss you, it’s confident and deep.
- hmm his kisses are sooo flirty and so intense in the best way possible (kicking my legs)
sungchan tilts his head at you, he can’t even hide the grin that forms onto his face. “you’re blushing already? i haven’t even done anything yet! i knew you liked me but i didn’t think thissss much.” he teases, leaning closer towards you. your hands move up, placing them onto his chest to push him away but he manages to catch your wrist before you could do so. he tugs you against him, causing you to look up at him. he uses this opportunity to kiss you, his lips warm and insistent on yours. the way he kisses you makes your brain all fuzzy, you feel like you’re floating.
he pulls away, already smirking at you. “you’re so pretty when you’re like this, yn” he speaks, his voice filled with a hint of tease but also adoration. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.” you reply, huffing and looking away, trying to hide the smile is forming on your face.
PARK WONBIN:
- magnetic & electric
- when he kisses you, he reaaally focuses on you
- i see him as the type to tilt your head back or if you have longer hair, he would tuck it behind your ear
- his kisses definitely make you feel like the only person in the world, it’s so magnetic
silence hangs between you two, no words are spoken other than the rain hitting softly against the windows. you’re leaning into him, basking in each other’s presence. “what are you thinking about?” wonbin’s voice cuts through the silence. you shifted in your position, looking at him properly. “you.” you said slightly teasingly. he responds to your answer with a small laugh before he places his hand on the back of your hand. “yeah? really?”
you nod, your face breaking into a grin. wonbin’s gaze lingers on your face, as if he was trying to memorize the details. his hand slides to your jaw, titling your face up to meet his. this kiss lands firm and focused. as his lips move against yours, there’s a quiet intensity between the two of you. when he finally pulls back, he opens his mouth to say: “i think about you too.”
HONG SEUNGHAN:
- super affectionate, almost emotional
- his kisses are full of emotion, as if he’s pouring all of his love into you
- his kisses have a sense of longing (this man is a yearner, idc what anyone says)
- his kisses are a mix of comfort and love, so so sweet
after a long day apart, seunghan doesn’t hesitate. he immediately wraps his arms around you as soon as he sees you. pulling you flushed against him, seunghan buries his face into your shoulder. it feels as if he’s trying to mold you two together. “i missed you so much.” he murmurs, against your skin. he leans back, just enough to place a soft kiss on your temple. you giggle at him, shaking your head. “it’s only been a day…”
he stubbornly shakes his head back at you before his lips find yours. this kiss is urgent, warm, and you feel his sincerity seep through you. when he finally pulls back, he brushes his nose against yours before kissing you again and again. by the time he’s done, he’s all smiley as if he wasn’t just sulking earlier. “say you missed me too.” he teases, still holding onto you firmly.
LEE SOHEE:
- also playful, lots of sparks
- he seems the type to steal kisses…
- his kisses can be unpredictable but it’s filled with sincerity and warmth
- he’s just so cute with it, i can’t
“sohee… stay still…” you complain for the 100th time. you’re currently trying to apply make up on your boyfriend’s face but he keeps moving to get a reaction out of you. he can’t help it, he thinks the way your furrow your eyebrows is so cute! “okay okay, i’m sorry! i’ll sit still.. i promise.” you raise an eyebrow at him, not believing him in the slightest but you decided to just continue the makeup routine anyway.
once again, he moves. before you can complain again, his hand is on your wrist and he’s pulling you into a quick kiss. you feel your heart jump, your eyes widening in surprise. you shove his shoulder softly but he only leaned in to kiss you again, properly this time. the kiss makes your head spin, his laugh is muffled into the kiss.
LEE ANTON:
- shy, attentive, but deep
- he’s careful at first, wanting to test the waters first
- when he catches the right moment, his kisses are deep and filled with tenderness
- starts off gentle and shy but ends off breathtaking and burning
anton stares at you, his eyes roaming all over your face. his mind feels like it is running 100 miles per minute, gosh, he thinks you’re so beautiful. you’re tucked under his arm, your chin resting on his chest. suddenly, he moves so the both of you are now sitting up straight. “you okay?” you asked, tilting your head at him. he just smiles at and nods. “i’m okay.” he looks like he’s debating something but before you’re able to press him about it, he blurts out “can i kiss you?” his voice is soft and careful. you paused for a second, processing his question before giggling. “you always can.”
he leans in, almost hesitant, almost embarrassed. but once you kiss him back, something shifts. his hand finds your waist, pulling you closer before he deepens the kiss, slow and steady. somehow all the shyness disappeared and he just wants to bask in this moment with you.
warnings: suggestive content, mostly just silliness, mentions of nudes, and dicks, mention of trump due to tiktok reference (link here), gypsy rose reference too (sorry yall 😭😭)
authors note: first time ever doing one of these so i hope i did okay 😭 tried to make it super silly so i hope you guys enjoy!!
♱ synopsis: Anton thinks he knows you better than anyone. He’s never had to witness what you become when hunger takes over—until one night, he does. And suddenly, you can’t tell who the monster is meant to be.
♱ 𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀(𝗌): cannibalism, morally dark themes, not meant to romanticize, mild descriptions of blood/gore, obsessive behavior, shaky morals, unhealthy relationship dynamics, manipulation/possessiveness, established relationship, eerie atmosphere, cottagecore elements.
In the small town of Mystic Falls, you and Anton were something close to a fairytale people swore they’d witnessed with their own eyes. The mayor’s son and the sheriff’s daughter—power, charm, and legacy wrapped neatly into two teenagers who seemed made for each other. It wasn’t just the titles, though. It was the way you fit.
At school, you were known as the couple. “Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince,” people would say with a mix of admiration and certainty, as if your ending had already been written. You were both exceptional—top of your classes, admired on the field, effortlessly beautiful in a way that didn’t even seem fair. Wherever you went, eyes followed. Not out of curiosity, but expectation. You were meant to be seen.
And Anton—Anton was everything people said he was.
Kind, in a way that felt intentional. Supportive, never letting you doubt yourself for too long. Communicative, always asking, always listening. Compassionate, even when you didn’t deserve it. And, of course, unbearably handsome—tall, polished, the kind of boy novelists wrote about and assumed didn’t actually exist.
When he first asked you out, your heart hadn’t just raced—it had panicked.
Part of it was obvious. He was the golden boy. The mayor’s son. The one everyone wanted, whether they admitted it or not. Saying yes felt like stepping into something bigger than yourself. It felt so frightening.
But the other reason… the real reason… was something you buried so deeply you almost convinced yourself it didn’t matter.
You had a secret.
A dark, gnawing thing that followed you no matter how perfect everything else seemed. A hunger you couldn’t explain away or ignore. Something ugly. Something wrong.
And yet—you said yes anyway.
Because you liked him. Because being with him felt normal in a way nothing else in your life ever had. Because for a moment, you thought maybe you could have both: the perfect relationship and the hidden truth.
Somehow, it worked. For nearly a year, you stayed together, building something that looked unbreakable from the outside.
But hunger doesn’t disappear just because you pretend it isn’t there.
There were nights when it clawed at you, unbearable and relentless. Nights when staying in bed beside Anton felt impossible. Nights when you slipped away quietly, careful not to wake him, already rehearsing excuses for the morning after.
You hated those moments. Hated the lies. Hated the way guilt settled heavy in your chest every time you went back home and found him sleeping on the couch waiting for you. God, you felt awful.
You told him different things each time—club meetings, stress, family matters, anything that sounded believable enough. And he never pushed too hard. Never accused. Never made you feel cornered.
So you thought he believed you.
You thought you were safe.
What you didn’t know… was that Anton had started to notice the pattern. The empty space beside him at night. The quiet way you slipped out. The way your explanations never quite lined up.
At first, he told himself it was nothing.
Then he wondered if it was something else.
Something worse.
By the time the thought of you with someone else crossed his mind, it didn’t leave.
And eventually, he decided he was done guessing.
So one night, after the Founding Fathers party, the two of you return home and go to bed like usual.
And when you think he’s asleep—
Anton decides to follow you.
Anton follows you stealthily into the forest, making sure to leave enough distance between the two of you. The dry leaves and sticks crack under his footsteps, but he doesn’t hear it — the only thing he can hear is the siren blaring in his head at the possibility of what you could be hiding.
Were you… cheating on him?
Is this where you meet him?
Tears start stinging his eyes at the thought. Was that man a better lover than him? He can feel himself getting angry. God, he swears that once he catches that guy, he will fucking break his face.
Fastening his pace, he manages to catch up to you—or… not.
You’re nowhere in sight. All of a sudden, he’s lost you completely.
The cool night breeze washes over his skin as he walks around, trying to find you. The darker, foggier part of the forest seems to call to him, and he makes a beeline toward it—until he finally reaches a small cottage tucked between a cluster of trees.
The atmosphere around the house feels eerie. He slows his steps as he approaches, almost backing away. He considers entering, but decides against it—
—until he hears a groan echo from inside.
It’s a girl.
A familiar one.
It’s you.
He scoffs at the sound. All sense and sensibility fly out the window. He makes a beeline for the cottage and barges in.
The room is dark, and the first thing that greets him is the metallic scent of blood. His eyes lock onto a figure crouched in the corner. He can’t fully make out what’s happening.
Unbeknownst to you, you continue eating, unaware of the figure standing behind you.
After going so long without feeding, your teeth and gums had almost forgotten what it felt like. The sensation of biting down again felt overwhelming—consuming, almost addictive—as blood stains your skin and drips down your neck.
You continue, unaware.
"What the fuck?"
You freeze at the voice behind you, dropping pieces of your meal from your mouth. You turn around, startled, coming face to face with your boyfriend—who looks more confused than horrified.
"Just… what the hell are you doing?" he asks, his eyes scanning you.
Your once elegant hair is now loose and messy. Your mascara is completely smudged. Your dress—once pristine—is stained.
The complete undoing of Mystic Falls’ perfect Miss Americana.
"Anton, I—I can explain."
Your heart is beating so fast you can hear it echo in your head. How could you even explain this to him? One moment you were holding his hand, greeting guests at the Founding Fathers event, and now you’re crouched on the floor, covered in someone else’s blood.
You slowly rise from the ground—never mind the piece of flesh that falls from your grasp.
You try to speak, but every time you open your mouth, you close it again, unable to form a logical explanation.
You break into tears, covering your mouth to muffle your choked sobs.
Anton looks at your small, retreating figure, then glances at the body on the floor. The pent-up anger, confusion, and suspicion all seem to boil over.
"So… this is what you’ve been doing behind my back?" he asks slowly, looking for confirmation. His face is a blank mask, unreadable as ever.
You open your mouth to respond—to lie, maybe—but the look on his face tells you there’s no point. There’s no way out of this.
You swallow the lump in your throat and nod slowly, keeping your eyes on the ground. You’re too ashamed to even look at him.
He must feel betrayed now. How could you hide something like this from him?
"Oh my God," is all he says.
More tears spill down your cheeks. God, how disgusted must he be? He’s probably going to break up with you—
"Oh my God."
He chuckles.
You look up.
He’s smiling. Wide. He looks… relieved?
"Oh God, baby, you scared me! I thought you were doing something heinous behind my back!"
How ironic.
You stand there frozen as he steps closer and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into him as if you aren’t covered in blood.
"I was so fucking worried. I thought you were cheating on me—that this was your secret place to meet him. God, I’m just so relieved—"
"Anton, stop. I—I’m confused. Why are you being like this?"
"Like what?"
"You’re so… normal. So okay with me being a human eater…"
"Is that it? That’s what bothers you?"
"Well, yes, Anton! I’m not exactly doing anything moral right now!"
'Morality is… flexible," he says quietly, like it’s nothing worth arguing over.
His thumb brushes against your cheek, smearing something he doesn’t bother to acknowledge.
"You don’t have to hide the ugly parts from me. They’re yours… so they’re mine too."
You stare at him in shock as blood slowly trails from the corner of your mouth.
"Baby… if you need more," he murmurs, almost soothingly, "you come to me. I’ll take care of it. All of it."
He says it so calmly, his eyes full of certainty. You stay quiet, studying his face, before slowly nodding.
He smiles.
"I love you."
You couldn't bring yourself to respond to that — not because you don't — but because you're extremely shocked. Your boyfriend just caught you devouring a human being's flesh like there's no tomorrow and he still decides to declare his love for you? Unbelievable.
He drapes his coat over your shoulders and begins leading you out of the house, rambling about how worried he was—that he thought you’d found someone else, someone better than him.
He might even offer himself, half-jokingly.
That night, he holds you tightly, repeating that everything is going to be fine.
And you can’t help but wonder—
If your once perfect boyfriend is truly perfect…
And if he’s not considered perfect because of this—