ALUSH ALDULT ALYUHAUUHA ALTUSUYN ALUMUD HEAVENLY FATHER HEAVENLY MOTHER HEAVENLY SON IN THE ONENESS BE ESTEEMED ALWAYS
ALUSH ALDULT ALYUHAUUHA ALTUSUYN ALUMUD HEAVENLY FATHER HEAVENLY MOTHER HEAVENLY SON IN THE ONENESS BE ESTEEMED.
TUDAH (THANK YOU) ALYUHAUUHA for a loving mother that prays for me and is trying to help me on my journey.
Even when she wants to knock me upside my head sometimes, because it is not easy for her dealing with a being with schizophrenia and depression.
It is struggle. Hearing blasphemy against ALYUHAUUHA, hearing death on people, on her and others around and hearing sexual perversion it is the most difficult and uncomfortable situation. However we both still push forward.
She pushes more then me, sometimes I stay stagnant in depression and sadness and she pep talks me back to where I need to be.
I do not desire to reside through life like this and I again ask for the forgiveness for allowing myself to get to this place.
I just beg that YOU please keep YOUR HAND on me and heal my mind of the brokenness that dwells within.
No matter how frustrated I get or what I might not understand YOU ALYUHAUUHA constantly show me YOUR Ahabah (love) through her.
YOU ALYUHAUUHA have not giving up on me and neither has she. Even most times I give up on my self.
Please continue to shine YOUR FACE on her and shower Amah Yuhauuha Thebreath with YOUR Ahabah (love).
Please continue to strengthen her as she tries her very best to guard YOU ALYUHAUUHA in all she does.
Im baruk (favor) to have her in my life and know her as well as reside with her.
Ahabah you amah (mother) and I thank you, and will always ask forgiveness for all my wrongs.