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Once you receive this, you have to say five nice things about yourself publicly, and then send this to your five favourite followers (non-negotiable) :3
Unmm....
1. I like my eyes
2. My ability to be very patient.
3. My taste in music :)
4. My independence
5. My ability to lose weight quickly (lol when I try)
Thanks!
I got tagged by kyoselflove <3 Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last Beverage - Coke
2. Last Phone Call - My sister in law.
3. Last Text Message - Kyoselflove
4. Last Song You Listened To - answer by div.
5. Last Time You Cried - a few days maybe weeks ago just sad.
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated Someone Twice - yep.
7. Been Cheated On - yeah.
. 8.Kissed Someone & Regretted It - Yep.
9. Lost Someone Special - Yes.
10. Been Depressed - Yes, way to much.
11. Been Drunk & Threw Up - Nope.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Red, aqua blue, purple.
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 15. Made A New Friend - Yes.
16. Fallen Out of Love - Yea.
17. Laughed Until You Cried - Yes.
18. Met Someone Who Changed You - Not really.
19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are - It happens.
20.Found Out Someone Was Talking About You - Yeah.
21. Kissed Anyone On Your FB Friend’s List - Yeah.
GENERAL: 23.How Many People On Your FB Friends List Do You Know In Real Life - Most of them, I don’t usually add/accept people I don’t know
24. Do You Have Any Pets -No kyo ran away :(
25. Do You Want To Change Your Name - Nope.
26. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday - i went to work got my nails done nothing special.
27. What Time Did You Wake Up Today - 9 didn’t get out of bed till 10 I feel like shit!!!
28. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night - talking to kyoselflove and writing.
29. Name Something You CANNOT Wait For - more money here soon.
30. Last Time You Saw Your Mother - long time ago she died on 2001.
31.What Is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life- better job better pay.
32. What Are You Listening To Right Now - Scar by purple stone.
33. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom? - Yeah.
34. What’s Getting On Your Nerves Right Now - So tired.
35. Most Visited Webpage- tumblr, google, crunchy roll.
36. Blood Type - 0
37. Nickname- sissy, v, vanity.
38. Relationship Status - Single.
39. Zodiac Sign - Virgo.
40. Pronouns - Uh lol
41. Elementary - Millard.
42. High School - East ridge high.
43. College - big sandy.
44. Hair colour - Sandy blonde.
45. Long or Short - shortish
47.Do You Have A Crush On Someone? I do.
48. What Do You Like About Yourself? - my music taste. My eyes sometimes.
50. Tattoos - kanji down my forearm.
. 51. Righty or Lefty - right
52. First Surgery - I had plastic surgery to fix my thumb I cut it half off when I was 5.
53. First Piercing - Ears.
54. First Best Friend - Jessie
. 55. First Sport You joined? I didn’t.
. 56. First Vacation - Beach.
58. First Pair of Trainers - ?
RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating - Slim Jim’s.
60. Drinking - pop.
61. I’m About To - eat chips.
62. Listening To - Didn’t I answer this? Now it’s the tv.
63. Waiting For - My sister in law to come.
64. Want Kids? - I have two I am good lol
65. Get Married? - Not anytime soon.
66. Career? - I work at Dairy Queen.
WHICH IS BETTER: 67. Lips or Eyes - Eyes.
68. Hugs or Kisses - Hugs
69. Shorter or Taller - Either.
70. Older or Younger - older.
71. Romantic or Spontaneous - Spontaneous.
72. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms - Arms.
73. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or Relationship - Relationship.
75. Trouble Maker or hesitant- Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER: 76. Kissed A Stranger - No
77. Drank Hard Liquor - Yeah
78. Lost Glasses/Contacts - No
79. Sex On First Date - Yes.
80. Broke Someone’s Heart - maybe.
81. Had Your Own Heart Broken - Yes. 82. Been Arrested - No.
83. Turned Someone Down - Yes.
84. Cried When Someone Died - Yes.
85. Fallen For A Friend - Yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself - sometimes.
87. Miracles - Yes. 88. Love At First Sight- Yes.
89. Heaven - Yes
90. Santa Claus - No.
91. Kiss On the First date? Yes
92. Angels - Yes.
The ONLY way to make it is with milk! Water makes it taste horrendously different, it's so rancid. You need to try it!
I NEVER KNEW YOU COULD DO THAT. LIKE I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF HEATING UP MILK?????
21,22,24,and 25!
21. A favorite song with a persons name in the title: hmmm probably "Amélie m'a dit" by Alizée
22. A song that moves you forward: light ahead by ICONIQ
24. A song by a band you wish were still together: hmm, frontier by deluhi ugh I miss them
25. A song by an artist no longer living: si una vez by Selena
Thanks!
Once you get this you have to say five nice things about yourself publicly, and then send it to your ten favorite followers.
lol thank you :3 (but it's hard)
1. I like my curly hair.
2. I have good taste in music
3. I have good skin
4. I like my eyes
5. I like my eyebrows lol
Just wrote another song. I really love how inspired I've been today, I've been feeling pretty good about it. I'm pretty confident with this new creation, about my pretty much daily battle with anxiety.
And I mean you know what, even if this never goes anywhere. Even if I never see the inside of a recording studio, writing these songs has really helped me feel better about things. Like writing the song about Casey has really helped me to understand loss, overcome it and move on. And now that I feel like I created something to express my horrendous anxiety issues I feel like it's done. The beast has been addressed and I can try to heal myself, but it could take a lot longer. My anxiety has been pretty severe.... At least I hide it well.
I probably have delusions of grandeur, but...
I think I have a shot at my dream of being a musician. As long as I can keep up writing lyrics, I feel like the music will come with it. The ultimate problem I have is that if I wanted to be a more dance-oriented artist (which, I kind of do) I would have to figure out how to actually produce dance music. If I wanted to go the way of the rock band (which is the only other viable choice for me) I would have to *ahem* get a band, but the songwriting thing is coming to me pretty easily.
I wrote a song a couple of months ago. It was the dead of winter stuck in an awful job, I had just gotten physically assaulted by one of my clients and all I could think about was how much better off I would be if I lived in New York, or at least had any hope or prospect about going there any time soon. So, I wrote about my love of NYC.
I have a couple of other little blurbs and segments of songs, but I hadn't written much of anything else. I had come up with some cool titles and then a chorus to go along with them. I had written a hook/chorus to the song "Euphoria" by Hora, which is an all instrumental dance song I've always liked. Furthermore, I had a song called Castle in the Sky that was sort of just nothing. I hardly feel it going anywhere, but if I can learn or teach myself how to create great dance beats then I can probably just record the little I have and turn it into a full length song... Lol.
Anywho, the point of this post is to express my extreme satisfaction with the song I just finished writing. The original inspiration is pretty dumb, I'm not going to lie to you. I heard Coldplay's Up in Flames and Nicki Minaj's Up in Flames and I have to say that I really, really enjoyed the concept of fire as like... A destructive force. So, that would probably play into Coldplay's Up in Flames rather than Nicki's (which was more about fire as something powerful, bright, and self-motivation). In any case, I thought about what I could write this song about. I toyed around with some lyrics, metaphors I liked, melodies that sounded powerful; but what I ended up writing the song about was this:
The last time I had ever spoken to one of my previous boyfriends. The exact situation is what the song is about. How I felt, how I still feel when I think about that conversation. And how it all ultimately ended. And I feel extremely satisfied with the way this song turned out. I have to play with melodies, beats, etc. to make the song a cohesive whole. But I love the lyrics, I love the meaning of the song. I really hope I can make this into a thing.
Happy birthday !
Thank you! <3
