i want f!yuma so bad. i want her tied to my bed. i want her bratty and mouthy, misbehaving and proud of it. i want her kicking and screaming and refusing to submit. i wanna hold her down while she squirms and i wanna see the frustration in her eyes cause i'm stronger than her. i wanna feel the exact moment she slips a little, lets her guard down, stops fighting for just a second, just so i can take advantage of it and use it against her. i wanna get in her head and tell her she's a slut, she's useless other than being my toy, she's so pretty that it's a shame she's so stupid. i wanna make her stupid. i wanna insult her in the sweetest tone ever, just to leave her confused. i wanna fuck her with my tongue and my fingers and an arrangement of toys and i wanna see her tremble and pull at her restraints in desperation. i wanna break her down so much she cries, and when she's finally given up fighting, and she's all twitchy and pliant on my bed, i wanna free her and kiss her and tell her she's beautiful, and talented, and smart, and so loved. i wanna kiss all the bruises i left on her. i wanna break her down, put her together, do it all again the next day. i want her an insane, deranged, unfathomable amount.