#shimmeringtidepods

[askdeoxys]

“SO, HERE I AM, RIGHT? DOING EVERYTHING I CAN- HOLDING ONTO WHAT I AM. I’M JUST PRETENDING I’M A SUPERMAN, YOU KNOW? I’M TRYING TO KEEP THE GROUND ON MY FEET, BUT IT SEEMS THE WORLD’S FALLING DOWN AROUND ME. THE NIGHTS ARE ALL LONG. SO, HERE I AM, GROWING OLDER ALL THE TIME, AND LOOKING OLDER ALL THE TIME, BUT I’M FEELING YOUNGER IN MY MIND. 

I TRY TO SLEEP, AND I LOSE COUNT OF SHEEP. MY MIND RACES FASTER EVERY MINUTE. I’M LIKE, ‘BUT, COULD I DO MORE?’ I’M NOT REALLY SURE. I FEEL LIKE I’M RUNNING CIRCLES, BUT I CAN’T QUIT..

AND, I’M SO CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT TO DO. ..SOMETIMES, I WANNA THROW IT ALL AWAY.”

[ @shimmeringtidepools ]