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tfw when you panic you get turned on and when you get turned on you panic
to add to my Big Bullshit List of Disorders i apparently have: Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
the only person who was ever in love with me, even now, was my abuser. i wonder what that says about me as a person.
past me: *piling diagnoses on top of myself and hiding in them* current me: i have That too??? jesus christ i dont wanna be a walking dsm-5
my mind is full of directly opposing viewpoints and its immobilizing
that was reblogged to the wrong blog but oh well have some stim as a break from the suffering
me: my ex wasnt that bad he wasnt even that abusive
also me: *literally has an emotional breakdown after setting a boundary and anticipating the response*
me: *experiences Literally every gay thing except ‘fireworks’ being affectionate with a person* me: what if im faking being gay for them what if im making myself feel things what if i just like the attention what if im leading them on w
