Just trying to hate myself a little less and accept this is how I look

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Just trying to hate myself a little less and accept this is how I look
shit is hard pIII
being sober is hard
therapy is hard
owning your shit is hard
sitting with your feelings
is fucking hard
sitting with your fuck ups mistakes and poor decisions
Is fucking hard
looking yourself in the mirror is hard
when there is no numbing tool to blur the reflection
But let me tell you
Nothing is as hard as holding onto the rope so tightly
nothing is as hard as trying to fit in spaces you out grew
Nothing is as hard as messy rope burns
be free
Let go
fall
Into the unknown
say,
“I choose me”
Grief is a motherfxcker forreal.....
That is all...
Lake day with this beautiful spirit. No one can cheer me up like she can, her beautiful spirit is something I hope to keep with me always. She made me feel so comfortable in my own skin, especially since this week is national eating disorder week and I have struggled so much in my life. I have found balance, I’m not fully comfortable in my skin, but I’m getting there, and it’s people like @aquilaccc that keep me going. I love you so much angel, thank you for giving me the day I didn’t know I needed. I am no longer defined by my eating disorder and never again will I ever be. It doesn’t define me. #depressionwhoisshe #comfortableinmyskin #bodypositivitytothemax #NEDAweek #recovery #shitishard #notsorry
Much of me would like Handstand to be super easy. Like those people who seem like they were born doing Handstand. And there’s this little quiet part of me that appreciates the difficulty and the unnaturalness and doesn’t want it to be so easy. It craves uncertainty and wobble. That’s what keeps me questing and learning things I didn’t even expect to learn. So yeah, thank Handstand. I hope I never master you. #forrestyoga #handstand #shitIsHard #shitIsEasy #takeitOneBreathAtATime
Today was a very off day for myself. Depression is a bitch. Rough day is finally done. Tomorrow is new. Let's try again shall we? It's all I can do. #TotallyDidntMeanToRhyme #trying #foodforthought #shitishard #mentalhealth #mentalillness #staywoke #stayhumble #staystrong
That gym pic tho. #fitness #flyefitgeorgesstreet #gym #shitishard (at Flyfit Georges St)
Stuck in the middle of feeling like the biggest dick and sticking up for myself. Cool cool cool