#shittymonth

[kuriousity4]

When you come into work with your world still completely shattered and find this sitting in your chair. I'm so immensely grateful for @zenkitty22 #ikeacinnamonbuns #shittymonth

[endersgames]

this month

this month is so long when all you want at the end of it is a conversation and some answers. and you cant even know if that person wants to talk to you.

[parralysed]

Bin heute in der Früh mit einem schoenen Traum aufgewacht. Dachte der Traum wäre Realität. Ich wachte mit einem Lächeln auf, realisierte das das nur ein Traum war und das ich eig ja das beschissene Leben führe. Das Lachen verging mir und ich ließ mich wieder unglücklich in mein Bett fallen.

[rachelwunderfulll]

Ian. you don't understand. I'm so fucking in love with you. why THE FUCK would you message me; & tell me that you saw me? I wouldn't even have THOUGHT of you the whole entire day. but you did, & now I honestly can't stop thinking about you, missing you. regretting all the bitch things I did to you, & you know what. I'm fucking sorry, & at this point, I don't even really even have the energy to keeping saying it to you; I understand. I fucked up. I broke your heart, & I'm a bitch. I know, but I fuck up a lot, & I learn from fucking up, so when you get me, that's something you'll just have to deal with.. I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up, I'm glad you talked to me though... it actually made me realize how much we seriously aren't friends at all... honestly? i would take you back in a heartbeat; but you sir, will never know about that.. next year; I hope we get things worked out; you're going to be a senior... & we'll see each other; every day... I always said that things would change by next year; but at this point, I sorta don't think anything is going to change. & by the way. if you knew how bad it's been getting; you'd be so disappointed, I wish you would just call me one day, & just tell me you miss me; but it won't happen... so I'm just sorry.