yo guess who got a bad grade in therapy
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yo guess who got a bad grade in therapy
yes yes having ADHD is all fun and games until you SOMEHOW convince yourself, during the process of writing party favours cards for your wedding, after writing several hundreds of times your name and your future spouse's name on invitations and shit, that you have been writing said future spouse's name wrong on EVERYTHING
sometimes I wonder if the yellow september fucks who are always talking a big game about helping people with mental health issues by "being a friend" would be okay with the gross aspects of it too*
*reflection brought up by me having diarrhea and vomit for two days straight from pure fucking emotional distress
one would expect that not having energy for chores at least means I would be able to sit down and draw or write, but apparently my scrampled egg of a brain decided that those activities are Illegal™
Dear Birth Giver,
If you start crying every time anyone says anything that goes against your opinion either you're a manipulative piece of shit and should grow the fuck up, or you have RSD and need to learn how to manage it and GROW THE FUCK UP.
Signed,
Your RSD-having child that you traumatized over the course of 32 years of abuse.
today at work I was feeling imposter syndrome acting up like "yeah you're the only person here who doesn't have a degree and doesn't look at the prices before buying stuff and the only one who lives in walking distance of a favela" so I was like "HELL YEAH AND THEY CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE AND HERE I AM SHARING A DESK WITH THEM SO WHO'S THE WINNER HERE"
and well
it worked
your friendly reminder that depression fucks up how your brain interprets signals from your body so if you randomly start feeling icky you should troubleshoot like you're a glitchy old pc
source: i just realized after a whole morning of feeling nauseous that i literally just needed the fucking bathroom
the amount of energy I spend not having a crying episode every morning should be enough to light up the ponte estaiada for christmas for fifteen years