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I love this iruma so much THIS IRUMA IS THE MOST HOT AND MOST WONDERFUL IRUMA IN MY EYES 🥺🥺🥺

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What is the appeal of abstract art to me?

“It’s just a red background”

 “It’s not even distinguishable” 

“There is literally a low standard of modern art”

All of these are things I hear whenever I look at an abstract piece of art. In fact it is all I hear when I come out with an abstract piece of art. Most people know me as a digital artist, more specifically a concept and design cartoony artist however I never really hide the fact that I also do traditional works of art. Now people ask why I never show my traditional work and that is a good question. 

For a more levelled response, I always say that the reason I don’t is because of how little I do traditional art due to my busy schedule and it is true but it is not all of it. For an answer that peaks the mind of those hoping to know, I say it is because It’s not my typically marketable art where every look of my work is digestible and easy to understand from the colour choice to the shape of the design. For the truth, it is because abstract art for me is quite a personal experience. I only ever say that I am a concept and design artist that uses the digital medium because to me, no one particularly cares for my more personal pieces though I know some artists will call me out for not seeing the content I post as personal or as fondly as I do my traditional pieces but even if I were to be scolded, that’s how I am. My digital art is still dear to me but it is specifically designed with the goal of it being profitable. I have personally made pieces that are close to my heart through the digital medium but it never caters to me alone. 

“BUT YOU SHOULD MAKE ART FOR YOURSELF! AND NOT FOR AN AUDIENCE!”

 I can hear you. I know this, and of course I understand this concept but I am planning to use my skill for a career. It is actually impossible to make art for yourself alone in the industry I'm hoping to get into and it is absolutely not the art industry.

Now that all of the nagging is out, I want to preface by saying that abstract art for me does not have to be cohesive and it does not have to look like anything. My life has been carefully planned, curated, scheduled, and the only sense of freedom I get is through the traditional medium because no matter how many times I work with such a medium, I never fail to fail. I keep making the mistakes that humbles me.

Abstract traditional art to me is a child. It is a toddler and it is frustrating. It is so hard to understand because it just cries out but never tells me what it really wants, what it needs. It doesn’t let me look away, it keeps me on my toes and keeps me focused on what it’ll do next. It is a running child in a field of flowers. However, every step it takes is beautiful. Every cry and every demand leads me somewhere more breathtaking than the last. It makes me chase its unpredictable path and instead of getting to the destination it allows me to appreciate the road I'm taking. In short, abstract traditional art to me, despite its controversial properties, is the scenic route. I am able to make a cohesive fully planned out painting but arriving at the destination will not feel worth it at all. It is rewarding, but it only rewards me with gold and silver, never wildflowers and a view of the horizon. 

As an artist, there will never be anything more rewarding than a view of the world you only ever hope to interpret, to understand, to enjoy.

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I love this account though I dont post often, but I have a shit ton of stuff to download and fix on my device for my academic stuff which is why I might leave this account a little but I will still do my best to post and update. I’ll miss you 3x3 flowers account uwu

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It has been a while since I’ve blogged but Imma release something today

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Fantasizing about lionel and orca teaming up to fuck me senselesss <3 Yes, Im disgusting what of it

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I watched a tiktok and apparently tumblr is bringing back the porn? Is this true? cause damn, CHRISTMAS CAME FUCKING EARLY THIS YEAR

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Im sitting here…WAITING for anyone to ask me to drop a speed paint to my pretty drawings. STILL WAITING 😭😭

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I can’t stand or watch podcasts but I love the trash taste podcast, actually enjoy this one