my love is dangerous - Shu Sakamaki
Memories of you dance tauntingly in my head, knowing one day those things will never again return. Even though it’s inevitable, there is a pain in my chest. It’s unlike anything else. I thought that pain was a sign it was finally the end for me and that I could pass away, softly in your embrace. But the more I look into the shattered glass, the more I question.
Only the taste of your blood numbs me of my past. The way your arms wrap around me and grip onto the back of my shirt as you quiver in pleasure is irresistible. I need more of that rush. More... More... More... I can sense you feel the same. Don’t you love the pain? Do you get excited? ... Or am I being selfish?
The crown of thorns that come with my secrets is poisonous. If your delicate skin is pierced by my love, only danger and misfortune will erupt. Will you be able to handle it? ... Even if you say so, I’m hesitant. But in the end no matter how many times you feel pain, you continue to smile through the darkness. I used to believe it was ignorance but now I’m starting to realize the ignorant one is me. I can no longer be so careless with you by my side. I will protect that smile no matter the sacrifice. Please stay by my side.
(This is a little excerpt from a Shu X Yui fanfic I’ve been working on for the past 3 years. I have not released any chapters yet, but I may post a chapter on here for you guys instead of on Wattpad! <3)