#shxtteredillusions

[arcxnumvitae]

“It’s not what it looks like” though that’s not what Vasi would say but he’d have been recording himself and planning to send it to Huaxiu thinking he wasn’t going to be back just yet

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

masturbating - send me “It’s not what it looks like!”

He knew that, due to their previous arrangement, coming across Vasilios as he had shouldn’t have stopped the dragon in his tracks and caused his thoughts to stutter to a halt the way that they had at the sight that greeted him. But--but this wasn’t some casual partner, this was his boyfriend. Boyfriend. It still felt unreal. And to find Vasilios, moans spilling from his lips and a hand around himself, well how could he keep his breath from hitching in his throat or body pausing to drink in the sight? Eventually though, the dragon’s gaze did drift over to the phone that Vasilios had set up to presumably record himself and a brow quirked upwards with a glint in his eye.

“老公,” he grinned and took a step closer, then another, until he was upon Vasilios and certain that he was in frame of the video as well while not blocking the view. Slowly, with a glance back towards the camera, and then locking eyes with Vasilios, he lowered himself so that his lips were mere inches from the other’s length, breath ghosting against cool skin as he spoke. “Were you having fun without me?” He smiled up at his boyfriend, words syrupy-sweet and teasing, a flush in his cheeks, and tucked a piece of hair behind his ear. “Would you allow this boyfriend the honor of making you feel even better?” Since he was already recording it, Huaxiu figured he could at least give Vasilios a very nice video to look back on.

[victeux]

@shxtteredillusions​ from ♦️♦️♦️!

Deep blue eyes shift in the direction of the voice, a hint of curiosity shimmering beneath their depth though the “forlorn” expression doesn’t shift. But at the same time, she was right, this was the normal expression for him, at least most of the time. “And you seem bored, so maybe the real reason you’ve come over here was to find someone to amuse yourself with.” While that may have come off as rude, sarcastic even, it wasn’t actually meant to be that way. But he wasn’t exactly someone to mince his words either.

   A languid smirk took over her expression as she drew nearer to the god, and a half-hearted shrug was given in response to his statement. “Maybe, maybe not. You don’t seem against it either way, otherwise you would have said so, no?” Her movement closer to him would stop at a reasonable distance instead of pushing her luck. Luckily for him, she didn’t look to be in a bothering mood. “Come now, all gods must take a break every now and again. Why not take one with me? You don’t seem too terribly busy.”

[lunarxdaydream]

So Bella, when Sebastian walked in on you helping yourself, did you want him to get involved rather than leave? How does it feel knowing he caught you doing that?

embarrass my muse || accepting

     “Y-You know about that?!” The shock of hearing the inquiry nearly causes Bella to choke on her snack. To think she would have to relive the humiliating memory so soon. From the way Sebastian’s eyes widened at the sight of her to the short silence before he departed. How she sat there, unable to proceed or frankly, think for that matter as it dawned on Bella that boyfriend had caught her. “... I didn’t know ... he would be home so soon ...” Did he begin to think differently of her because of it? Maybe ... he found the behavior improper and -- ah, just why did they have to ask this?!

     “... I wouldn’t ... have minded if he did ...” No, that wasn’t exactly it. The moment the door opened, a small voice in the back of her mind whispered beneath the panic. Her breath held as she waited for something -- anything from Sebastian. It wasn’t until the door had shut with him on the other side that Bella realized she was oddly disappointed amidst the embarrassment. “I hoped he would ...” Saying it aloud felt strange. Almost wrong considering the reaction was far from what she would have desired. “... I wanted to see a side of him ... that no one has ...” His smile. His laughter. His excitement. There were so many parts of him she has been allowed to observe but .. was it improper to see something more? To be witness to a similar side of Sebastian?

     “It’s a little nerve wrecking that he saw me like that. I know it’s natural. There was nothing wrong with it but ... Sebastian ... -- he makes me feel so many things that I just couldn’t help it. I don’t know if maybe seeing me that way ... put him off. Or if it made him uncomfortable.” There were more questions than answers. Her fears only piling up and making matters worse the further she contemplated it. “... I don’t even know if Sebastian has ever given that any thought ... or if he’s felt the same ...” After all, all of this was entirely new to him.

|| @shxtteredillusions ||

[thewolfisawake]

🔈 Ayame and Aspis

Send me a “🔈” and I’ll make a playlist about our muses!

And Suddenly All the Love Songs Were About You 

(YT // Spotify)

Bartender (Select Start Remix) // T-Pain

Body Moves // DNCE

Señorita // Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello

Best Friend // Rex Orange County

Classic // MKTO

Lost in Japan // Shawn Mendes

Love You Like a Love Song // Selena Gomez

Darling // MAX

Why Do I Still? // Nieman feat May Angeles

Lovebug // Jonas Brothers

Absolutely Smitten // Dodie

Do I Love You Because You’re Beautiful // Rodger and Hammerstein’s Cinderella

Catch Me // Demi Lovato

If I Knew // Bruno Mars

Versace on the Floor // Bruno Mars

Easy // Camila Cabello

It’s U // Cavetown

I Like Me Better // Lauv

Souvenir // Selena Gomez

Blueberry Eyes // MAX feat Suga

The YT list is most accurate since Spotify doesn’t have some versions of the songs I’m looking for. And under cut will be some thoughts when putting together the playlist. 

For the most part, the playlist is the progression of their relation from their meeting to a little after they’re together. Bartender obviously refers to Aya’s profession and Aspis making a habit of visiting her. And then it goes towards songs of their kind of heedless friendship although Best Friend has some underlying thoughts (”I wanna be the one that makes you smile, the one you think about when you lie awake.”) 

Classic just fits the overall ‘aesthetic’ of their dynamic as they have such a new love feel that’s more or less classic and they both have very pop-y songs that fit them. Especially because of their vcs, which I wanted to make sure I had songs from those vcs. Love You Like a Love Song feels like how they would describe their feelings (through music) while Darling is fleeting thoughts at this point (which is a bit before the rebellion). Why Do I Still? is the big effing hurdle of this whole relationship--their own hesitance of letting their feelings be known. Aya because she is a guarded person afraid to fall and Aspis because he’s afraid of ruining them.

Yet. With Lovebug and Absolutely Smitten, it is their real feelings and it is kind of hard to miss it (except for the other apparently). This is the lovey dovey, heart eyes sort of stuff that the clans probably saw. Yet they didn’t. Amazing. Do I Love You Because You’re Beautiful, I totally imagine the Halloween ball. Probably partially because of the song source but also because it is the time where Aspis doesn’t have all his memory. It’s not a restart but it is like another falling in love sort of thing? If that makes sense. 

Then after that is where the leap has been taken and it’s a ‘please don’t let this hurt me’ (Catch Me) and a ‘I wish I could kiss away your past’ (If I Knew). And then we fast forward. You know two knew this was coming, Versace on the Floor is what I imagine as their first time. It fits the tenderness, sensuality and mood for them. 

Finally is the coming to terms and acceptance of ‘oh god they chose me. I believe that and I am so in love with them.’ Like there is reason it took them so long to even get together so I feel there is time before it’s a full on comfortable with the thought to be happy and happy with this person. And then close out with their own ‘voices’ to bring back the fun and while they are certainly certainly in love. 

[kotofvi]

Have a sof Nyx! // @shxtteredillusions​

         Ah, there’s always a softness about her that came with visiting Hades. It’d been quite the busy day for her and she was well into wanting some time with him, so she’d snuck off from her little shadows telling her to get more done. Whenever she arrived, she always made herself known in some way or another. This time, she decisively planted a kiss to his cheek before promptly strewing herself across his lap and settling right into comfort. He was always far warmer than herself and she quite enjoyed it. “Hello darling~!” Not a pause nor an ounce of hesitation, a smile crossing purple hued lips as she looked up at him. “It’s time for a much needed break~ Therefore, I wish to promptly sap your heat and play with your hair.” 

[thecircusfreaks]

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“Hmm ... where is it ... it must be somewhere around here.” Sem looked under the park bench. It’s the same park where she ran into the guy who nearly hit her with the basketball. Ever since that day she had lost a ring, not that she blamed the guy or anything but she was sure that in her being distracted it might have slipped off her finger. Sitting on her knees on the concrete, she would look under the bench, moving some fallen leaves out of the way with her hand. “It’s not here ... then where could it possibly be?” She spoke to herself, straightening her back as head dropped low. 

[arcxnumvitae]

“It’s what’s-your-face” from zale and let’s go with none would actually say any of these

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

drunk - send me “It’s what’s-your-face!”

“Drinking without me, I see.” Val grinned at the sight of Zale and the liquor that he was drinking and strode over to both steal a kiss and the bottle itself in one smooth move. He took a quick swig straight from the bottle and grimaced at the taste before plopping down next to Zale to wrap an arm around him. “How’s my personal bartender gonna go off and get drunk before making me my fruity drinks that I like so much so I can drink with him?” Even if the grin wasn’t as clear as day on his face, it would have been abundantly evident in his voice as he teased him.

Val leaned in for a few more kisses, fingers trailing through Zale’s dark blue locks, and fixed him with an adoring smile. “Now I’ll have to chug this shit straight up so that I can get drunk right alongside you.”

[arcxnumvitae]

“Don’t look” for either sibling to Lucia

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

getting dressed - send me “Don’t look!”

She should have knocked, but Lucia was so used to moving around both of the siblings’ places as if they were her own, and in truth they felt so much more like ‘her place’ than her own basic little apartment did, that for a moment when she opened a door and stumbled across the sight of Jet not fully dressed and in the middle of pulling a shirt over his head, she froze in surprise with a hand still on the doorknob. As if she should have been surprised at the notion of him changing clothes or being undressed in his own apartment. 

Without another word, Lucia simply shut the door once more and stood on the other side of it, staring at the wood before her. Right, okay, she was just going to act like that never happened. Just pretend that it didn’t happen. If Jet would even let that happen.