#siddick

[siddick]

About to enter an interview and I'm shit scared

Hope I make it 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

[ephermeres]

OC-tober Day 5: Siddick 

[siddick]

Why do some people not understand the meaning of personal space?

I mean, yes I do understand you play a very significant role in my life but I still need some kind of individuality to not lose myself within you. I need to be reminded that I was alone when I came into this world and I'll leave alone too. This sense of Home might not last forever, heck it might not even last this entire life time...

I need that space where I can think for myself and be with who I am. Even if I'm staring at a wall and doing nothing, I'd still need that 'me' time I'm talking about.

The way things start to get blurred once someone enters my life is mind baffling.

I have no idea why this offends some people. All I'm asking is for some space for me to keep myself sane cos my mind is a dark dark place and I need to keep it in check to not reflect it onto you.

[siddick]

Had a really cute interaction with this kid today!

So, I was in a rickshaw, just exhausted by the Mumbai afternoon heat when we stopped at a signal. I looked outside and there was a car standing right next to me with a small girl in the front seat, her face against the glass, just looking right at me. I smiled.

As she saw me smile, this girl legit gave me a fuck-off look, and the nostalgia of this was way too high for me. I remembered doing this a lot.A LOTTTT.

And now, all grown up, I realized that I am at the receiving end of this. I didn't want to feed more into her by looking back and then her giving the same look to me, so I just went back to doing what I was doing previously.

The signal turned green and then we both realized that our respective vehicles are going in different directions. As the car and rickshaw were parting ways, I just looked back at her and as she saw me look at her again, she just had this big smileee that made my entire day lmaooo.

I waved her byee and she did too. I just thought of not ruining that girl's view of this world and waved back. It was cute.

Now that I've written it, I feel it was nothing worth writing about but it made my day so that was something.

[siddick]

Iravati: aap kisiko judge nahi karte?

Preetam: mere khudke andar itni saari kamiya hai kisi aur ko kya judge karu

Iravati: khudko nahi judge kar rahe?

~ From the movie '8 AM Metro'

[siddick]

Someone wrote

May you never find yourself so heartbroken that you start to relate to "Faasle" by Kaavish

And that just broke me, knowing it's one of my favourite songs!

[siddick]

"What if I forget you?"

"Don't worry.... I'll always remember you."

[siddick]

Just finished Three of Us and I'm a mess rn

Such beauty, such depth and so much of heart!!