I’m a bad Mum
1 OCTOBER 2021
“Lately it feels like my whole world has been turned upside down, shaken up and tipped right way up again. Life has become a struggle. I’m not in the best of ways right now and I’ve noticed that its effecting the girls. I’m not the mum I want to be. If I’m honest, I’m becoming the mum I always swear I’d never be. My moods are so low so I don’t have the motivation to do anything, I feed the girls and tend to their basic needs. That's all I can manage at the moment. I keep loosing my temper and yelling at them, and I’m so ashamed to admit it too. I’ve lost all contact with most of my family and friends, and Deimon... well thats just a whole other thing.
I keep getting the temptation to just run away and start again, but I can’t leave them. They need me and I did want to be a mother, this is my job, one I can’t just leave.”


















