I keep bumping into someone who is no longer here.
Everywhere I look, I keep finding little clues. Incomplete notes at the back of PDFs. Secondhand stories that can only be connected in hindsight. Impromptu banter in a video with 100 views.
I am an outsider, so the grief doesn't belong to me. I sometimes need to think for a while to pick the correct emotion for a given situation, but I'm sure that sadness doesn't fit here. Am I frustrated? Intrigued? Confused? I have known so few people that I have no experience to inform me about what to do here. Should I even be talking about this?
I am not a voyeur. I don't try to look, but I keep seeing signs that someone named Faeriedae was here. Should I look away? Am I respectful or tasteless for noticing her absence?
Isn't it ironic that someone who worked on a mystery game left so much evidence behind?












