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2012 In Review~

What can I say? I’m shy.

I hated having to live through every day of 2012 being ill and sickly. Tossing my cookies everyday was less than desirable, obviously. Pretty much 90% of the time I felt pathetic and gross, and sadly, no one really ever asked how I felt. 2012 left me feeling alone and abandoned, but it also taught me how to be stronger and a bit more resilient. Seriously though, fuck being sick. Also, fuck not really having a support system.

Despite that, I have done some awesome things. I completed my first year of college. I got a new job at a place with amazing ladies (and one guy). I became so, so much closer with my best friend, Courtney. I went to VidCon and met Charlie McDonnell, a YouTuber I had been pining over for so long. Also, I met Dan Howell who I have now turned my affections towards (and we kind of hung out for two days…). All of that was incredible.

Of course, I’ve had other accomplishments that cannot be seen. My brother, sister, and I have the strongest bond any siblings can have and I can say that in 2012, that relationship grew into what it is now. I love them more than life itself, and I wouldn’t be who I am today without them.

Oh! Also! I turned 20 (today)! No more teens! Yay?

In 2013 I really hope to mend some relationships. Not only with my parents, but those in the past whom I have called friends.

I hope to finally get my surgery. I’m scared of it, but I know I need it. I’m also quite terrified that no one will care and not even visit me in the hospital. Still, cancer go away, please.  Get out of my neck and out of my life.

I really do hope that all of my followers have an amazing new year and an equally as amazing rest of 2013. We all deserve a good year, don’t we?

I wonder if I’ll be able to post of these on here next year. We’ll see, huh?