On weekend morning walks with my dog there are always two wolves inside me. One wants to let the dog sniff as much as her little heart desires because it knows it's healthy for dogs. The other one is desperately trying not to shit itself
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On weekend morning walks with my dog there are always two wolves inside me. One wants to let the dog sniff as much as her little heart desires because it knows it's healthy for dogs. The other one is desperately trying not to shit itself
Not me thinking I'm being oh so smart getting in the doctor's office an hour before they open. Not me being oh so fuckin wrong
Not me being the 8th patient weh
First time cooking in your kitchen after you've deep cleaned it fucking HURTS because what do you mean I need to get this shit dirty AGAIN
I can't deal with people who yell "skip the intro!!!" at me even though it's literally 45 seconds of cool song and random images?? Grow up
Half of what I say is utter bullshit. The other half is bullshit as well but I say it with a straight face so it's harder to recognise
I must admit I do not believe I can fuck it we ball this exam....
So anyway our house is flooded and well. I'm not ok.
These past two years have felt like an endless race to make ends meet. I've been working full-time, picking part-time jobs like pokemon, donating blood plasma, all the stupid shit you can do to get more money, all so we could afford to pay for everything. We have so many debts. I've been working my ass off in my free time to do as much as possible to make the house nice. And it was hard, we faced so, SO many fucking problems. We had to redo a lot of stuff more than one time, but it finally started looking ok like a week ago and there were just a few more things on the list. Then it's gone. Just like that.
And I mean, I know it's just stuff. It's just stuff and people have it worse and it can all be replaced and we're all fine and we've evacuated and all, but it just feels so unfair. So horribly unfair. I'm not doing ok. Plus it's been raining all night again. This morning I allowed myself to cry for the first time since Saturday. I know I should be positive and keep telling myself it's gonna be ok, but honestly.... I'm starting to feel like I'm not strong enough.
This random baby is screaming so loud I hear it over the music in my earbuds but I'm not even mad cause he's kinda in tune