#slightly panicking

[librideluna]

So I wrote my first fic. It’s based on the Taylor Swift song ‘The Very First Night’. And you can read it here

[pumpking64]

i have gotten a toothache, so i just called my dentist to get it checked out now because i’m leaving tonight and wont be home the rest of october. but turns out my dentist is on vacation this week. so i call the number they left for acute cases whilst they are away, but that number also doesn’t have open today. so now i have a toothache and no dentist

[peggysousfan]

Panicking... I am Panicking

Tomorrow is my first day. My college course start tomorrow and I’m a little freaked out for so many reasons!!!!! I’m not familiar with the sites they use, or how this will work. All of this is so new and if I don’t do certain things I’ll be dropped from my classes. What if I fail?!?!? What if this was a mistake!? 

I can’t find a college to transfer to to determine my classes for the future and I can’t find one!!,I have social anxiety and haven’t been in a normal class room in six years!! SIX! I panic and never get the help I need when I go into a real classroom, so online is easier to handle. And to top it off only so many classes are online even though I read this degree was available online!!!. 

I really want to find a photography degree online in State that will take transfer degrees and hjkafbdHSDGJAlahjdlshgvzKSA

I’m freaking out. 

I’m not ready and I’m freaking out!!!!

ok rant over.

[descendantofthesparrow]

so uh clap update on the cousin situation?

 so she's safe now and she's going to stay for like, 2-3 weeks at her friends house (unfortunately that's the most she can stay) and my mom is fully willing to take Alex (my cousin) in to live with her, but~...my mom lives in Georgia....and Alex is going to be in Arizona for a small amount of time, and my mom came up with two plans, either have Alex fly out to Georgia and have the rest of her stuff shipped to my moms(to which Alex doesn't want to do, she hates planes and doesn't know how to ship all her stuff, ive offered to go get her stuff if she does take the plane ship them out to her) or alex lives with my fam for a bit until my mom flies down to us and helps us drive across the country to help move alex (and me) to Georgia...thing is 

that kinda shit requires money...and i got 400 in my account rn and while theres a new 1,400 stimulus that got sent out i have a feeling that wont be enough even if i don't spend a cent of my 400 to make it 1,800. and i kinda said i would move out to Georgia with Alex either after she gets there by plane or she comes down here and we road trip together, and i have a car...dunno if its good enough to make the trip all the way out there but still, i have a limited amount of money, i dont have a good car, and i have no clue if my dad is willing to take my cousin in for a month or two (which would be the amount of time she would be here until we left for Georgia :/) so like...im completely lost on this whole situation because alex is like, fully depending on me to help her get a stable place to stay were she wont get kicked out for some stupid reason, she was going to stay here with me, my dad, and my step mom (who did say alex could stay temporarily; step mom owns the house we live in so i wanted to make sure she was okay with it) and my dad like, two days ago was like "yeah we'll go get her if Brenda's (stepmom) okay with it" and she was and so up until today....well alex and i were sure that she was going to stay here for a bit, and then today my dad told me he changed his mind (which is valid) because he doesn't want to deal with the drama that mine and Alex's side of the family comes with (they are kinda badshit crazy and most of them abusive)

so im just like-the fuck are we gonna do- because alex does have a place to go but no way to get there, she could go by plane but she hates them and has no clue how to ship her stuff and would rather road trip with me, and with me, i need to road trip out there because i have two birds and two Guinea pigs, and a whole lotta shit (that my dad already said he'd ship to me) so like....kinda panicking but...for some reason im also not worried? like i feel like its going to turn out okay somehow?? like idk but somethings telling me that somethings going to work in the plan, either alex agreeing to go by plane or my dad willing to take in alex for a month or two while i finish getting my license

[nony-bear]

Me trying to calculate if its possible for me to get a 0% on this paper and still pass my class with an A because it is 8 pm on Tuesday and the paper is due at midnight on Thursday and I have not even started it 🥴

[wonderpodia]

HELP. I haven't had internet since the start of FP2 and the first thing I've seen is Alex’s wrecked car. Is he ok? Please tell me he’s ok. What happened?

Did I miss anything else apart from Alex’s crash? Was Lando better than in FP1?

[gay-kurapika]

So phone call has been over for a minute I was just calming myself down and trying to process feelings but I now potentially??? Qualify for the loan!?!? On my own???????? Without my mom...that’s ideal but also scary. No backup if I fuck up. The guy was nice. I had no idea what to say about anything I’m glad my mom was there to do all the asking bc I’m so stupid I really have no idea about anything he was talking about it was embarrassing. There needs to be like a course for this shit it’s so complicated!

[cherubintraining]

i have a date tonight