i want to eat your pancreas <3 oh how this movie fucked me up

seen from United States
seen from Spain
seen from China
seen from France
seen from T1

seen from United States

seen from Romania
seen from Saudi Arabia
seen from Canada
seen from Romania
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from Romania
seen from United States

seen from Australia
seen from Singapore
seen from Mexico

seen from South Korea
seen from United Kingdom
i want to eat your pancreas <3 oh how this movie fucked me up
there's a certain kind of Spiritual Person that after an evangelical protestant or LDS upbringing is understandably very disillusioned or otherwise genuinely hurt by organised religion and i really wish they'd seek recovery by totally secular means first before trying to touch alternative belief systems because especially as a suburban westerner these kind of people have such a death grip on ethnocentrism and the Absolute Rightness and Universality of their own experiences
because if you have not managed to unpack any of what i named above, you are going to go into a buddhist community and assume that the monk performing funeral services for people and asking for donations is a scam artist when they're fulfilling the role of a ritual specialist that was asked of them by the people and the fucking money they're receiving is going into the upkeep of the temple.
you are going to constantly find yourself in conflict with people when you enter a space dedicated to traditional styles of training and studying and you refuse to actually listen to the teacher because your head is full of bullshit that says ☝️🤓 uhm ackshually u r exercising a high degree of control so this is a cult and i am leaving
all the bright places
richard silken - war of foxes
there's something about relating to dogs and having a father who got dogs when you were young, only to get tired of them and let them run away. something about relating to dogs and your mother leaving them too, but blaming your father for abandoning them. giving you white lies about not being able to find them when she gave up too.
something about how i always found myself left in a hot car in the summer and thought it was love. do you think dogs thought it was love too?
hey, ppsst, people who owned this book at a kid- how are we doing?
margaret atwood - dearly