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[y-oungbl00d]

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[dumpsterfirethots]

i’m confused

[callistoqueen]

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[aturnortwoiwillwalk]

Soon...

This sounds v stupid and is v personal but I can't figure out read more on my phone so now I can't be coy and mysterious so sorry if you're reading this and you didn't sign up for the emotional struggle bus so here's your warning emotions coming: Wow. I love you. And it's just shocking me every time I think about it that my family doesn't know, and that I know it will shock them. I get why they won't be happy--who would want their kid to be gay, and to have to face possible discrimination and feeling like an outcast and such. I know why they don't want that for me. But I also know that I'm in love and this is the best I've ever felt probably and if they've ever felt this feeling during their life they should understand. Shouldn't they? Is this all going to be okay and am I freaking out for no reason? Very possible. On another note, what the hell am I supposed to talk to my grandmother one on one about for two hours...like most good stories are about my girlfriend....???.????... I don't think she would care honestly, but it's just weird. She doesn't really want to know, and that's totally fine. If I was 93 I would probably just want to drink gin and tonics and not much else too. Probably really should have made this in my journal, but what can ya do. I can't take it all the way out of my very tightly packed bag...eep.