#soft hell

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My dreams! Your dreams! They don't mean anything!

And everybody living with a monster will pretend!

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Gotta get my head together

Now all I do is spend my days trying to get by

Can't take the bad dreams anymore

When I come to, I'm gonna hold 'em up to the light

Darling, I'm not waking up

Maybe I'm just doing fine

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My dearest Kate

Before you leave I need to say

That my heart has never felt heavier

You're moving on

You have always been so strong

Now you're too far away to hold

No one to blame

If I were you, I'd do the same

'Cause the love I've learned

Has come too late

No, don't let it be

All I could see

Was the day that you'd return to me

So selfishly

But your happiness is somewhere else

I'll live and learn

Candle in my heart will burn

Dim light in the window of a home

That you'll never return to

But it's okay

Maybe it should be this way

Yeah, my heart breaks

But it is joy

It is joy we both deserve

Please, don't forget

You were the best friend I ever had

And through the hurt you showed me

How love can be

How love can be pure

And I wish you all the best

I wish you all the best

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Skin and bones, I wouldn't even leave them if I found a way to disappear

So I'll pace around inside all the memories of a time when I felt alive

And I can't keep waking every day wishing you were by my side

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My walls are coming down

Leave you shaking at the sound

Better hide now, fuck around and you'll find out

When I raze it all to the ground, gonna high five myself in the fallout

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All my roads are wet with tears and paved with regret

You said you've forgiven all the cruel things I've said

So I'm asking Mother Mary, hold me close when I can't sleep

Safe in her arms, wasting away

Living in the soft hell that I make

I feel like I'm dreaming all the time

I played out the scenes inside my mind

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Talking to you every day, with words you'll never hear me say

Thinking of the time you said you thought that we were destiny

So tell me what's a man supposed to do

When he finds too late his love was true?

The ring I bear for you burns a hole in me

Blinded by the light, yes, I'm blinded by the light you used to see