Feb 19, 2017
Does anyone else...
Get stupidly attached to their characters? Like. I’m the one writing this sad storyline - why should it bother me that my boy’s heart is breaking? But - it does. Oh, it does. I feel like I invest too much time, or too much feeling into these things. Sometimes, I feel like people don’t understand, or maybe it’s me that doesn’t understand. Maybe I really do put too much into my characters, they are just fictional - but sometimes I feel them like they aren’t. Sol’s tears - those are mine. His heart is breaking.....and so is mine.
In his movements, his words, his feelings - he’s saying goodbye.
Even if he doesn’t know it yet.
And it’s breaking me.
Am I just stupid? Do I think too much? What’s wrong with me?