Jul 20
having severe adhd is having a horrible hyperfixation on lotf, drawing fanart and writing paragraphs about it every day, but not being able to pick up the book to finish my reread for whatever reason
kill executive dysfunction kill task paralysis
#the reason is that i dont let myself just read it#i must take 20 million notes#i must fully understand every bit of the book and reach inner peace#i wanna read that book so bad. but also id rather rip my skin off#but i really wanan read it#yeah?#someone dissect my brain#no tags im rambling#rays lotf posting