One day i hope to meet someone who i will be able to show pictures of myself with. Pictures ive kept to myself as ive grown and changed. Pictures of me when I thought I looked cool but now all i can think of is cringe.
I want to open myself and my most vulnerable past and not force a laugh. To not call her names and not make fun of her.
I want you to look and say you would have liked me even then even though we both know you wouldn't have.
I want to mourn her with love and with you and I hope to meet someone who would live her even when I couldn't.







