i didn‘t understand why i am so incredibly drunk off three beers and two cigarettes but then i remember that i made a complicated pumpkin pasta sauce today and only when i was done i realised that the tofu had gone off so i had to throw everything away. and i kind of haven‘t eaten anything since breakfast because i didn‘t have time to make anything else and i think i might throw up. after three beers. embarrassing. and to think that just this day i thought i had finally gotten my life together because i was actually cooking food











