Spinning and falling.
It has begun to feel so real. This moment when you start to realise the butterflies may not go away and that the line you dance on between dreaming and reality has started to blur.
In the early summer heat as I wonder outside, I feel a bead of sweat trickle down past my temple. It moves in away that draws me into realisation of time and how each breath, each pulse of my heart will soon be in the past for no one to remember, not even myself.
I find im constantly thinking of her. I wonder, is she thinking of me too? My mind starts to rush and a nervous energy darts around behind my eyes. I have fallen so hard and so quick. I've torn down my walls and embraced the vulnerability of letting someone new deep into my heart.
Feel the pain of not knowing, enjoy the rush in your chest. Cherish the moments you are together and remember this feeling of love can be nurtured and tortured. Respect it and whatever you do...
Don't forget to breath.