#sorry blah

[blommegarden]

Made a friend at work!

[titsandtibias]

So I was gonna write this in the tags but I feel it would be almost disrespectful considering the how terrible all of this has been. Essentially, there was recent event involving students at my school making an extremely racist Instagram account primarily about female students of color as well as perpetuating Anti-Semitic behaviors. This just revealed how often all of this happens but it isn’t talked about, and when people don’t try to stop it. It’s built into the culture, and keep in mind I live in an area praised for its liberalness. I went to a city council meeting (I even talked about gender neutral bathrooms, transphobia, homophobia and of course the above which was terrifying as in afraid of public speaking) and it was just so devastating to hear the accounts of everything people go to. I’m a POC myself, though I pass fairly well and can’t really say I’ve been targeted, especially in the way the students on the account had. I’m just exceedingly upset, though admittedly it was heartening to hear how everyone else was just as if not more passionate about this than me. I’m just not sure how to proceed especially if the perpetrators come back to school. In the past it seems nothing has been done. People who graduated in the 80s talked about how the behavior hasn’t changed since they were in school, so I have doubts about how this will be dealt with. For now, I’ll continue to go to meetings and speaking out I guess. I’m just sooooo done with high school and all this bigotry, despite having no illusions that this stuff doesn’t exist everywhere else too.

[crystalizedprincess]

Selfies of my blue hair. (Pink didn't work, sadly.)

[-composure-]

I know I don't know many of you guys or ever post anything personal, but I really want to post this to feel held accountable for my actions. I've pretty much let bulimia control my life for years, and I'm tired of it. So today begins day 1 of recovery.

[xmourningangelsx]

sorry if i freak anyone out with how i react, i don't mind anything at all and i'm just a curious piece of shit but i'm never gonna be weirded out or pushed away bc of it!! i'm super bad at communication ah

[winteringstings]

so i'm moving out at the end of august, but my family already wants me to start packing up my stuff. i know they're probably just trying to be helpful so i won't be stressed out later, but it just feels like they can't wait to get rid of me:/

[crotch-flashlight]

MY PHONEEEE okay sendrickfeels I answered your questions but my phone is a derp and it didn't post idk??? So I'll make a textpost in math class later and yeah

[nomoreofdis]

good news about next semester: i only have 2 classes like 2 days a week, the rest of the week i have 1 and all of them let out by 12:30, except the lab part of my costuming class

bad news: they are all 8:30 classes