but first I'm gonna write a small self-indulgent piece where everyone wants stiles × deeply historical setting × boypussy × murder × full shift sex × somno × religious themes
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but first I'm gonna write a small self-indulgent piece where everyone wants stiles × deeply historical setting × boypussy × murder × full shift sex × somno × religious themes
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Stuff from work I cut up and put in my sketchbook. I love to do anything but my job can you tell I have a favorite😁
I have been staring and admiring your piece of the holiday/dreemurr kids at the piano, and it’s so beautiful. The rendering is honestly the nicest/ most appealing rendering that i’ve seen in my opinion, i was wondering if you would share your process or a tutorial of sorts? No pressure, your art is so lovely and i strive to achieve a similar look someday :)
oh my goodness thank you!! 😭😭😭😭 thats such high praise.. and of course i can share!
so basically how i went about this is, this drawing came second to the first one, it literally ocurred to me in the middle of rendering the dark world kris and a lot of the composition choices came from the contrast between them. the timelapse starts with an already-laid-out piano sketch cuz i had to correct the perspective on the first one so many times that i took this shortcut for more accuracy, afterwards i did a quick sketch of the poses i imagined and very loosely arranged the background... i shouldve honestly used perspective lines but im too stubborn about them. anyways speaking of perspective, in the first one not only did i want to give it depth but also incline it somewhat, you will see its not exactly on a horizontal axis but tilted slightly, this is because i wanted to evoke a sense of instability/of being pulled in. so with the second canvas you can see me tilting it as i go to be a proper mirror to the first one.
enough talk on perspective (esp considering u asked for rendering particularly)... lets talk colors! so particularly for this canvas ill say.... the holiday kitchen was a bit nightmareish in terms of color palette bro its SO WHITE. you will see i went back and forth a few times about what tone to make the piano, the background, etc, so as to not be too bright next to the characters. speaking of which, i colored them first under the sketch and immediately started shifting hues, values, trying to find the vibe i wanted, because of the way i render, which is by merging the lineart with the color layer, this is because i like rendering to feel like im "sculpting" out my drawing, its easier to control shapes and textures this way (for me), i do understand it's not the most efficient one tho! sometimes i do make separate layers for complicated details that i dont want compromising the whole layer. i primarily use lasso fill after merging the layers because it gives off a cleaner look, and its much faster to manipulate the shapes and silhouettes with it (this is a core thing in my recent art cuz,, i used to spend waaaaay too much time doing everything by brush and at some point it started not only limiting me but putting me off from rendering altogether). then i used some textured brushes here and there to blend some colors and to deliberately place lineart where i want.
this piece in particular had a looot of back and forth of switching the character's palettes and outfits so that they could bounce off of each other better and make the viewer's eye navigate through more than one focal point. i wasnt planning on anything more than a subtle shadow here and there but i felt like the characters lacked a bit of depth, so i added shadows and highlights appropriately (always playing off from the base color of the thing im rendering, be it skin, clothes, i work the colors individually so that it feels less predictable). afterwards you just have to adjust the lighting on the background, figure out which details you want to make stand out (as u can see im not too overly detailed on background elements, just enough to properly suggest the room), and .. you're done!!
Very eepy (totally wasn't an excuse to draw ford in this)
are you touching yourself to me????
Can WPNZ get pregnant? Will he in CAV?
Yes and yes. And he'll smoke while pregnant too.
as someone who frequents touchstarved reddit looking for a cure (spoiler alert it's probably... uhhh... human touch! just a thought I've had) it pmo when people say "oh trust me I got a weighted blanket and it is SO good it's that pressure without the annoying human ahahah" COOOOPE. BIGGEST COPE EVER IN THE WORLD. mf a weighted blanket is NOT a replacement and you are still crying yourself to sleep btw dontttt fucking play w me you would choose a human in a heartbeat you just don't have one. and stfu about pets. oh my god. stfu about pets. all of it is fucking cope it is literally all cope there is nothing that will ever make it better there's only shit that distracts from it and that is IT. that is literally it. there is no replacement there is no "just like" there is no "even better" unless you have a physical human to hold you there is nothing you will ever do that will get rid of the constant nauseating ache in your ribs. "oh just hug a pillow" mf that accentuates the loneliness and makes it worse. it is allll coooope you just have to try to not think abt it