A Man with Regret
I'm thoroughly sorry that I wasn't shit. I never thought about how I made you feel. I just wanted to be happy but never thought about your feelings. I realize now that without you I'm incomplete. These other girls ain't really shit compared to you. You were the one who held me down when nobody cared for me. You always had my back even when your family said it was wrong. Even when I was out there cheating, you were denying the allegations against me. Because of my dumb ass I had this intelligent young woman looking as foolish as me. I never really paid attention to how when I was going to do something stupid in the streets you would text me beforehand saying be safe. I never payed attention to how you would always know what I was doing before I did it. You always stood by my side. I realize now that you were my better half. I love everything about you. I love the way your left cheek rises higher than your right when you smile. I love the way your accent sounds even though you hate it. I love how you used to play in my hair as I told you about my day. I love how you were loyal no matter. Most of all I love that my mom embraced you with so much passion. I'm truly sorry for my ignorance towards you. I'm sorry for my blindness by the other girls. But because of this I remember what it was like to have true love. Sincerely, A Man with Regret