I'm reading a fic with an alternate pattern reveal for rumi right, and she gets very badly injured but heals quickly because she's a demon, and mira isn't having it she *knows* rumi got hurt and she needs to make sure rumi is okay. and of course rumi is afraid to let her see the injuries for fear of showing her patterns. and mira? gets to respond to seeing her patterns by saying I love you, you know?
and all I could think of was how bitter and jealous canon mira would be of that mira, that mira who gets to show and speak her love and care for rumi in the face of rumi's worst fear, when instead she was forced to learn about this secret in a moment of fear and doubt and raised her weapon against rumi as a result. as if she were a dangerous animal, a feral thing, a demon, right?
and the reason I even had that thought is because I can't get golden!rumi out of my head, the way that she doesn't get to be her full true self with her zoemira because part of herself is gone; the way that golden!huntrix is deprived of the closeness that canon!huntrix gets to have because they were able to come together with the full knowledge of all that rumi is
I'm going crazy over golden!rumi au. I can't stop thinking about them
god because there are all things they wish they could have turned out differently, right 😭 this is Such a juicy ask i am chewing on it
